Even after all this time
You still feel like mine
And even though I'm hurting
My heart continues burning
While you are fading
I'm still wading
In the ocean of our love
I could say I didn't trust you
I could say I saw it coming
I could say my heart was shielded
But that would be a lie
The dams gave way
And for the first time
I floated along the current
Finally accepting the loss of security
For I thought we would build a life out of the rubble
Instead I am drowning as I pick up the pieces
And begin to rebuild
My lungs
My hands
My legs
Are tired
I'm struggling to find a reason to trust again
When it's so much easier
To drown
