Where you belong

Where you belong chapter 3

WHERE YOU BELONG

2010 © Samantha Thomas chapter 3

　

I was shocked, stunned at a complete loss for words. I didn't hear him I decided, I imagined the entire thing. Because how could he have said such a thing? That didn't make a lick of god damned sense. "You'd think you be a lot happier than that after what the fuck I just went and did for you." he spat still wearing a grin.

"I'm sorry I didn't hear a word you just said." he repeated it again, and I still would not except it. "Are you crazy? I want my baby she's not going anywhere. She's staying with me!" I couldn't contain my panic I was losing my cool and fraying at the seams.

"Oh yes you are. I found some dumb fancy shmucks to take in this filthy bastard of yours and your going to give it to them you hear?" he made an advance towards me in hostility, I side stepped him my eyes were wide in horror, and I clutched at my swollen belly. "NO! NO! NOOOO!" my head was snapping left and right shaking my head shouting "NO! SHES MY BABY! MINE! I'M NOT GIVING HER UP I LOVE HER! YOU CANT MAKE ME SHES MY BABY!" I was hysterical he was still approaching me my eyes where blurry with torrential tears my whole body was quaking with fear.

Suddenly my fathers eyes became widened with hate and they became large and dark and when he reached me with his face touching mine, my upper arms in his vice grip he shouted, spit flying into me face, "Listen you slut! These are nice fucking folks and if I said your giving that fucking thing up you fucking are! You should be sucking their fucking asses for this fucking thing, because no fucking right person in their right fucking minds would wanna' go and do suttin' as so fucking stupid as this! And lastly you shut your cunt mouth Britney you keep shoutin' your nonsense and go and get me some kinda charge, so help me! You hear!" he finished and shook me the entire time he spat at me, like a hissing rabid animal, when finally he finished with a punch dead center to my face. I barely knew what had hit me, as I hit the hard tiled kitchen floor before everything had gone black and silent.

　

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I wasn't sure how long I was down most likely long enough for my father to disappear, I awoke to a tremendous pain in my stomach and immediately thought of my baby I was panting hysterically and in between each pant screaming for my life I felt like I was dying and shriveling up, yet being pulled apart at the same time. Something's wrong with my baby, "HELP!"I had quickly realized my eyes were shut and I opened them and at the same time I placed my hand down below between my legs because I felt so hot there suddenly. When my hand returned it was dripping with blood. The sight of scarlet sent me reeling, I screamed with everything I had, "HELP ME PLEASE SOMEONE MY BABY NEEDS HELP!"

With each new heave of pain and each new spout of blood, everything came crashing down instantly. My baby inside me might not live because of the man that created me, my father did this to her and I and has gone, left, like nothing had happened. He probably went to go celebrate. The pain became too much for me to bear, maybe it was a mixture of all of it together, I don't really know if I'll ever know for sure, but I went in and out of consciousness, screaming each time I came to.

Because of all this going on I'm not really sure how long I laid like that on the cold hard kitchen floor, but I remember someone coming into my home, by kicking the side door in and coming to my side. I couldn't hear what she was saying I just only saw her mouth move, I was screaming so loud I cant believe it took that long for someone to come help me. She looked familiar, oh she was my neighbor, Suzanne they called her no, Miss Suzanne. In our neighborhood-which wasn't so great, pretty bad if you ask me- her house was the one and only one that stood out she had magnificent gardens out front with all kinds of flowers you could imagine. I was always jealous and happy whenever I caught her home in my glimpse, I think everyone was even if a little. "Please help me! My baby my baby please my baby!" I kept shouting and shouting I think she was shushing me, but I couldn't comprehend.