Yellow //Ellie x Reader//

Yellow

a/n: Hi everyone. Just a warning that this is a really long one-shot, I'm so sorry. I tried my best with this one and its probably a tad shitty. Only has a small scene of "smut" (not smut at all, just a make-out ngl. sorry. for the length of this, you'd think there would be some ffs)  

       

           Y/n paced the stables back and forth, absolutely livid. She'd been waiting for Ellie for almost an entire hour now. This wasn't the first time Ellie had done this. She'd actually done this quite a lot of times. Y/n didn't know why this specific time had pissed her off beyond belief. Maybe it was the fact that she never thought to bring Y/n a morning burrito when she knew they'd be on patrol together (she always claimed she had forgotten. Pft. Yeah right). Maybe it was that she would always brag about how much esteem everyone held for her. Or maybe, just maybe Y/n was seriously seething because she watched as Ellie took Dina in her arms, dancing all night long. To top it off? They leaned in and kissed for what seemed like an eternity at the dance that was held last night.

        Y/n always denied her feelings for Ellie. She would never let anyone in on that horrible deep secret. She even kept it hidden from her best friend Jesse (who was also utterly crushed when he watched his ex Dina and Ellie kiss). Of course Jesse had picked up on her feelings when it "seemed" Ellie's name came up in almost every conversation that they had. It was constantly Ellie this, Ellie that, with such irritation, but still remained a sparkle behind her eye when she brought her up. Jesse knew she was deep and wouldn't be coming out of the hole for a while. But to this day, he wasn't sure if Y/n even knew that she was in love with Ellie. He'd brought it up once before and knew to NEVER do it again. Y/n had screamed bloody murder, calling Jesse a "nasty ass bastard", told him he was a "nasty ass motherfucker" and then screamed how revolting he was for him to even suggest it. Maybe that was a sign enough for him.

        Back to present day and another five minutes of pacing, Y/n's had enough. She hops on her lovely, trusty horse's back ensuring that everything is secure and takes off into the sunrise. She knows they're not allowed to even do this, but she just couldn't stand there thinking that maybe it was taking her so long because Ellie and Dina were all cuddled up in one of their beds, all nestled up in a blanket as a cool breeze rushed in though the window and they giggle about how one kiss brought them together and they planned out their family togeth-. Y/n's thoughts came to a halt when she realized just how concerned she was about this."Whatever, I seriously don't even care. pft. Doesn't matter to me." She said stubbornly, shaking her head as if it would rid the images from her head and continued riding.

        Not too long after deciding to distract herself with the idea of killing Dina and Ellie with her bare hands, she arrived at the building that they were supposed to be taking care of together. She found a quiet, secluded place near-by and placed her horse there. She hopped off, thought about giving Ellie a few more minutes, decided against it and jogged to where the building was located. Upon arrival, she groaned under her breath after hearing the clicking, moaning, and screeching emitting from the walls. She knew going in without another person and without anyone knowing was a bad idea, knew it was frowned upon highly and also knew that this could end badly, but found a crack in the wall to slip into pushing her thoughts deep into the back of head as she pushed her body through the thin wall; something she'd gotten so used to doing at this point.