Can You Blame me... COMPLETED!!!!!!

I wish I had never......

ive had my phone off i didn't bother looking at in Yoongi kept calling me and texting but i was not going to be stupid he literally treated me like i was nothing. I was deeply hurt. I had no way to deal with it i had risked it all for his love for him to cherish me and make me happy as i would do the same thing for him. I couldn't take it anymore. I put on one of Joons hoodies he gave me and shorts and vans and went out for a walk with Monie....

Just when I was locking the door.... The red cigarette looking ass was my front door.

Hoseok; oh, hello darling,.... You look well....

He smirked, his ass literally smirked..

I ignored him, rolled my eyes and began to walk away. I aint having it today.

Hoseok; tsss oh dear where are you going i just came to invite you to my wedding.....can you guess who the groom is?

I looked up, I felt like my whole world was about to collapse... just dont be who i think it is, as much as i am hurt i've never wanted to lose him and that quick...

I kept walking true or not. I don't want to know. I put my headphones in all the way and kept walking the opposite way..... While I walked a tear slowly ran down my cheek. Monie looked up at me and stopped at a park like he knew what was going on. He led me to a cherry blossom tree. It was that time of year where their flowers are bright pink and smell amazing and just the view itself made me feel more at ease.

I stayed there for a couple of hrs. I breathed the fresh air. It was chilly but it was just right. Monie layed on my legs to keep them warm. The sweetest dog ever.  I began to lay down slowly and fell asleep.

I later woke up in my bed. I had no idea how I got  there or who brought me.... I got up from bed.. Walked downstairs  and there was Namjoon and Yaya eating breakfast talking about the plan for when the baby gets here its due in like 2 months. My phone was still off and i didnt care at this point i was about to give up on life but unfortunately i gotta work for one more week and then i can say i can finally rest, and have a well needed vacation that is way overdue.

I sat down and then this happened.....

Namjoon; Mel what the hell were you doing at the park sleeping. I was so worried about you. You didn't call or even let me know where you were.

Melissa; Joon, I am sorry. I sat there for a few minutes and I guess monie's warmth kept me warm and I fell asleep somehow, but wait, how did I get here? No one knew where I was.

Namjoon; well a guy came, he was pretty nice, looked like a model, he said he knew who you were and left this for you. When he was leaving. He dropped you and Monie home.

He handed me a note...

NOTE;

Hey mel its Lee Min Ho we have met before, i am Yoongi's  Roommate, i was walking through the park and saw you soundly sleeping with Monie so i carried you to your home i hope your ok and you don't get sick.  Here's my number text when you can. There's something i've been wanting to talk to you about.

NUMBER;### ### ####

I put the note down and got some waffles that Yaya made and began eating, Joon and Yaya kept talking about the baby while I was still really tired.... So i called off work i was just not feeling it.

I finished eating breakfast and grabbed my phone to text Lee Min. I was really curious about what he had to say.

TEXT MESSAGE:

Melissa-  Lee ? umm this is Melissa.

Lee- ah yes hello, i believe you got my note?

Melissa- yes i have and i was maybe wondering if you would want to have coffee somewhere with me to talk.