"No, mama please fight. You promise to fight, right? Mom, I need you please fight" I am talking to my mom like she can hear me, the heart beat stopped at the exact date of Feb 10 2014.
she is my everything, how can I live? My father have his own family. How can I make it? I was alone in our house, when my father entered my room.
"Son, you are going to live in our house, with your Mama Madel" Arturo said, my father
"she isn't my mother, Arturo. My mother is Lucy, aside from her no one is my mom!" I said out of respect
"How could you, how could you disrepecting your father! you are me! You are from me! without me, you are nothing" he said.
"I am not like you! I wont fool another girls to make myself pleasure!!" then he slapped me
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many years had passed I had a gf her name is Zein, she make me feel that I am loved, that I have a purpose in world after my mother died and I never failed to make her feel that she is special. I never failed to make her feel that she is loved. She is my everything. I dont think that I can survive without her----
"Hon what are you thinking?" Zein asked
"nothing baby, I am just thinking how lucky am i to have you"I said
"No, hon you are not lucky I am the one who is lucky here" She said
"How could you say so?" I asked.
"you accepted me even tho I was a raped girl. And you never failed to make me feel that I am luckiest girl in the world for having you my man, And I dont think you will still accept me with my mistake. Hon, I cheated" she started to cry, I knew it my love, I am just waiting for you to admit it. I said to my mind.
"Hon, We cheated on you. Me and Mint, cheated on you" She said and my tears began to fall
"I love you,hon. I love you so I will make you choose, but I still want you to choose me hon. Be with me or be with him? No matter how hurt I am, I will still choose you. No matter how heavy the pain you are giving to me, I will still choose you. You are my life, I can't afford to lose someone I love the most, Again." I said while my tears are falling
"Hon, I am pregnant" she said
"goddamn it!" I hug her tightly
" I can be the father of his son, baby just please don't leave me. Hon, please" I cried on her shoulder
"I can't. Im sorry, I cant fool you. I am tired of fooling you my hon, I am sorry. My feelings are no longer include to you. I am sorry, Its not my intention to break your heart like this" She said, while crying
"baby, Is this what you really want? Baby, lets talk about this." i said.
"No, hon. Just let me leave" She said
"baby, I am here if he fool you, okay? you can come back to me anytime" I said and kiss her forehead
"You are my life, baby. Tara ihahatid kita sa bahay nyo" i said
"Hon, you dont need to." she said.
"atleast for last? this is the last time,baby" Then she never talk again until we're at their house.
"Alis na ko, baby. I love you!" I drove as fast as I can.
I promise to my mom, and to myself that I will make other girls feel that they are loved and special!! But why do i am feeling this, is there anything wrong I did to her, goddamn it! I stopped my car and cried out loud. I promise not to break a girls heart but why are they breaking mine?
And everything went black after a track crashed to my car
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