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the week

For the whole month I've been hanging out with Alice and her friends. Its been nice to have friends again. But this week I'm going to Utah where my parents and siblings live. This week is the week where my friend Pam dies. I just don't know how to take it so I always go to Utah so my family can look after me. I'm leaving tomorrow so I will let everyone know today. 

the day has gone by good so far. But only if you call not talking to anybody good. It's not my fault I just get sad and depressed when it comes this time.

Alice's pov

Blair has been acting all weird today. I mean the last month has been great with her added to our group. I don't know how the rest of them feel yet but I guarantee they will like her soon. I actually got a boyfriend this weekend to. Well pretend boyfriend.I guess pretend boyfriend. It was the girls idea. They want to test Blair. 

Blair's pov 

It's time for lunch and I'm going to tell everybody about my trip. I go to the cafeteria and sit down. I'm not really hungry so I won't eat. I wait for them to sit down and I tell them. 

 "Hey guys I won't be at school the whole week. I am going on a trip to utah." 

 For some reason the girls swirled and the guys groaned. 

 "Can we come for you know a girls night."

 " Umm sure but we will be staying at my parents house. Oh I'm also leaving tomorrow so you better pack fast. "

They shrugged their shoulders and went back to doing whatever they were doing before. The day went by pretty fast after that. 

Today's the day we leave. Let's see how this goes.  I went to everyone's house and picked them up in my jeep. 

 "Okay now that everyone is here what music should we play." 

 I'm trying to be happy but really I feel terrible. I don't want to ruin their trip so I will just be as happy as I can. 

 "Five seconds of summer!" Literally everyone shouted. 

 Whatever. I put the song Youngblood on my phone and in the radio because it's one of their best songs. We went the whole ride listening to boy bands and singing. Well they sang I didnt. I don't sing for people anymore. 

We got there and nobody was home but my little 17 year old sister. 

 "Omg you are home. I didn't think you would get here until tommorow." 

 " Well you thought wrong. Where's Tommy and leom. "

 "You don't care about mom or dad."

 "Umm no now answer my question."

 " Just as mean as ever but they will be here in a minute. "

 "Cool I'm going up to my room. You guys choose a room that has the door open." 

 " Oh come on Blair there is only one door closed wh-"

 "Char shut up." I pointed to my friends "open doors only." 

 they nodded and I opened up my room and stayed there for thirty minutes. I heard a car pool up and got so excited. 

 "BLAIR'S HOME! OMG LET ME SEE HER."

 Ooh that's leom.

It's only been a day but leom and I have been doing literally everything together. We played basketball and video games and so much more. 

It is the day before Pam's death anniversary and I already feel sad and depressed. All week me and the girls have been partying and It kind of helped lighten the mood. Leom has been sleeping in the same bed as me all week. It is because I have nightmares. 

Alice's pov

Blair picked us all up that morning and we played boy band music in the car. Everyone was singing but blair. In fact Blair seemed kind of down. We got to the house and her sister Charlotte was there. They talked while we admired the house. I heard Charlotte say that she was just as mean as ever. I guess that she was mean to them to. She said she was going on to her room. She told us not to go in any.closed doors.Just like last time I was in one of her houses. I wonder what she was hiding. Char said something and it looked like they were silently talking to each other. A little while later some people came in. a little boy named leom ran up towards Blair and they started messing around. I just watched them in awe because she never after this way. She would tickle and hug him like they were best friends. It was so cute. I !I've this side of blair. The whole week was pretty fun. We went to clubs and hair had gone to all of them before so it was awesome. It was all good until saterday. Something weird happened. 

"Somebody else has to sleep with Blair tonight I can't handle it. Sounds driving me crazy."

" leom you volunteered to do it. "

"PLease.Char have someone else do it."

" Umm what's going on" i was so confused.

"Blair has nightmares and needs somebody to be in her room when it happens."

" Alice will be happy to do it. "

What the he'll is Amber up to. I have no clue what to do.

"You know what fine."