His Suicidal Girl [English Version/UNEDITED]

Chapter 9

HIS SUICIDAL GIRL
❝I met the guy with his smile when my pen started to phlebotomize, and my fate has begun writing a new story.❞

09 - The Cousins and The Question

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●XIAMIN●

It was summer vacation and I was with my friend whom I treated as a sister─a family. She was always there for me every time I was forlorn and infuriated of myself. She was an ideal friend that every girl wants to have.

"Crystal, are you okay?" she asked. She stopped on her tracks and turned to face me.

We were walking on the pavement, many cars passing by. We did not mind it, though. It was just the two of us, and the people inside and driving the cars were just minding their businesses.

"I'm alone. Nobody understands me." I was shocked when I did not hear anything coming out of my mouth. I could move my lips, but only that. There was no sound at all.

"Don't tell me you're feeling like an utter failure again?" She broke into laughter. I wanted to move, but I could not. She walked towards me and placed a hand on my shoulder. "Crystal, will you listen to me?"

"Yes," I remembered that I could not say anything. I was frustrated. But then, there was nothing I could do, so, I just nodded to answer her.

She gave me a sweet smile. I could hear the horns beeping from the cars, but it was as if both of us never heard it.

"That kind of feeling is inevitable. However, consider thinking of the people like us who care about you, then, use us as strength for you to move forward in life." She came closer even more and wrapped me around her arms. "I promise, we are here for you, Crystal... I am here"

I suddenly woke up panting. It was a dream! I could not see where it was and I could not see the face of the person I was talking to. I could only see the passing cars and see the figure of the girl I was talking to.

However, even without looking at her face, I know who it was. Suddenly, my tears started falling.

I promise, we are here for you, Crystal... I am here.

I remembered the last thing that the person in my dreams said. It was just painful to think that the person who said that to me was no longer to be found. I do not know where she is now. It has been years since the last time I saw her. I do not even know if she remembers me or the promise she made for me.

I only uttered muffled cries because I did not want to wake both Mommy and Daddy up who were sleeping in their room.

Then, my messenger notification tone suddenly buzzed. I checked the time, it was twenty minutes past two in the morning. Turning off the wifi on my phone also slipped my mind. I stopped crying for a minute, wiped my tears using the back of my hand, and immediately checked my phone.

I was surprised when I saw Les and Zachrey's messages. My heart immediately raced faster than normal when I saw Zachrey's name.

Les Vil • Active Now

I first read Les' four unread messages that she just sent a few seconds ago.

CX Sandoval
(CX Beshy)
| Active Now |
Les Vil
(Beshy Les)

Beshy Les:
Good Morning, Xiamin! Sorry to disturb you but I need you to correct my English!

Beshy Les:
I know you'll be excused again tomorrow for your training so I'll just send the file to you here. LESHE, I suck at essays. Wait, I'mma send the file first.