"WRONG LOVE"
“ Gian do you have any copy of our reviewer on exam.I left mine at home...can you send it to me?” I chatted him “Yes wait. “ And he said . If your thinking why i chatted Gian rather my friends beacous since the class started I have a crush on him but I didn't tell to anyone. A few minutes my phone ring “You have one conversation”
I read it.after I reviewed for the exam i chatted him again “what are you doing” i chatted “Nothing .just reviewing” he answered . If you don't know he is an honor student to our class and everyone idolized him. His parents wants him to be the highest in class but in the whole campus.he is also the only son of Song family and that's conclude all of their company it will be his company soon.
By the way im Brien lucky. I'm a student of SOUTHERN INSTITUTE of Technology(SIT) it's a high class school here in the Philippines. Only family that its rich can afford this kind of school ...I studied here beacous of Gian. Gian is my 4 year crush. And now that i get his Facebook account, and he knows me. This is my time to shine.”uhmmmm.Gian do you have any crush on class” I asked."yeah. why” I think im gonna expload on his answer “uhmmm.who” I ask
“They are two” I think I will going to be expload for real! “Who are they”
“uhhhhh...she's kind a beautiful but I don't value the beauty of a person I value in what she've got .she like playing guitar and she's smart .its Stacy and the another one is--” im not jealous of Stacy beacous she told me that she a study first girl im so exited to the another one “who is the second?” I ask softly. “I----ts you”
“Really?????” OMG!!!!! The one that's smart and talented got a crush on me!!!! “Seriously i don't know ...oh ok good night im going to study my mom is so strict you know” ahhhhhhh!!!! “Ok study well”. Its already 3:07 in the morning I cannot sleep because of our conversation .....
My gosh its exam I think eventhoe I don't study well I will pass not beacous of what I learn beacous of my inspiration. Gosh its already 3:00 PM my exam is done. I'm thinking why don't see Gian here. I walk trough and my eyes winked when I see Gian and Stacy at the garden kissing? I feel suddenly tears in my cheeks. Why am I crying? Do i really get hurt? “Brien? What are you doing here?” I swipe my tears away and answer “ahhhh---- I---- was just walking trough I see you an--d Stacy “ I think my tears are starting to fall bit I wipe it before it will fall “Did you see us?” yes I see you and Stacy kissing “No” I lied. Its better that im the one who only know what I feel “I better get going my driver is waiting me” my voice was cracked when I say that I think he notices my cracked voice, so he asked “Are you just cried” yes because of what I saw earlier “No. I better get going ...bye” I lied again just to cut our little conversation because if we stay long every word that comes to my mouth is lies. Until I get into my car I was crying and many question in my mind. Why I got so hurt? Why am I crying beacous of him. I think I was wrong to Assume that were mutual.
“kuya can we go to Song residence please” i ordered “copy madam” I know were his house because im his stalker 4 years ago. I think your thinking why am I going to his house? Simple. To clear things .”mama brien were here”
I did not answer and I get out of the car and door belle .”yes madam” their maid open the gate for me .” ya ya weres Gian?” I ask “ his there in his room madam. Just wait madam I will call him”the maid answers. In a couple of minutes Gian is in front of me “ Brien ?” I think he has no idea of what am I doing in his house “im here to talk to you” I said with a serious tone “ok come in my study room” he invited “Ok” I answered. Until we arrive at the study room “so what is it. I think its important because if its not your not going on my house right?” he asks “ yes its important it's all about you and me” I said with a cracked voice “you and me? There were never us” I think my tears begin to fall “ yeah never been us but what is the meaning of you like me” his eyebrows winked “I never said that I like you?” i suddenly fell the heat of my tears “yeah...right.....you don't like me I think I was just assuming” my tears was falling and falling and a minute he laughs “what are you thinking you are your not my type......and that conversation its just like normal to me before you many girls live told that “ and he laughs again “ yeah i think your good gay.....but my thinking is wrong”
My tears is falling and falling “ and now stop assuming your such nothing but like girl who are just like my slaves” many words but just like my slave is so damn hurt me so mutch. “Ok now I clarify things I better get going” I think my heart just break into piece.
I wrote this because many scene that its true and now im scared to loved and to be love😢💔
