Chapter 3

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As you got out of the bathroom the guard had changed Jimin's clothes and laid him straight on the bed covering him with the blanket and the guard turned to you.
Guard: Miss your clothes are wet too I will search for some clothes for you to wear and you will have to sleep on the same bed as him.
You bit your lower lip as thinking hard and you just had to deal with it.
Y/N: Alright I will.
The guard nodded and got out of the room you sat at the edge of the bed and placed your hands on your forehead. Replaying the scenes in your head that had happened earlier.
Something about his stare you noticed it wasn't a stare in anger or threat but something more caring calm and some how admiration.
You thought as your getting more and more confused and you started talking to yourself.
Y/N: I already told Yani not to take me here but how could I say no to her she is so kind and I can't just be an asshole to her arghh why does these dramatic scenes have to happen in my life well actually fuck my life.
You stood up in frustration and yes you talk to your self in English when ever you do the same crackhead habit and happened to live in UK since born your a much of girl who swears a lot.
You snapped out of your thought as the guard entered the room with a box he placed the box infront of you and spoke.
Guard: Here miss there are some clothes I could find for you and some food you can eat. If you need anything you can call me by that telephone over there my number is written on the box ok.
You thanked the guard and as he got out you closed the door the door and locked it.
You opened the box and found some clothes some shorts and a t-shirt you looked at them if they had been worn before but you had no choice but to wear them.
Y/N: Well better then being in these wet clothes.
You said to yourself and went to the bathroom and changed your clothes.
You got out and stood infront of the bed looking at Jimin laying there.
You didn't want to sleep there but you had no choice except that. You placed a pillow between you and Jimin and laid on the bed pulling a little bit of blanket to yourself careful of not taking too much from Jimin.
You sighed thinking when this will end and fell asleep.
[Jimin's POV]
Her face she looked like her same eyes same nose same soft lips her hair wet sticked to her face her frowned forehead her confused look everything looked exactly like her but why I felt it that she was her even tho she wasn't.
I woke up from my sleep my head hurted so much it feels really heavy.
I looked at my side and saw her sleeping peacefully but she wasn't Shannon It was the girl who bumped into me in school and got me out of the pool when I fainted.
I got up from the bed and went to the bathroom washed my face and took a warm shower to ease my mind while thinking about how would I tell her every thing happened yesterday.
I know she must have been really confused I remember what happened last night.
I kissed her I feel disgusted by myself for doing that I am sure she will understand me if I tell her it was not my intention because she seemed to be a kind of girl who understands pain. I don't know why but I have strong feeling that she will understand me when I explain her everything.
I got out of the shower and dressed in the same clothes.
As I got out she was already up and rubbing her eyes I felt nervous going infront of her and I've never felt this nervous before.
I went infront of her and she looked at me same confused look as before and I hesitated before speaking.
Jimin: Ahm good morning.
She got up from the bed and spoke.
Y/N: Go-good morning J-jimin.
She stuttered while speaking and she pronounced my name in the same tone as her clear and perfect.
I walked to the bed and sat on it as I mentally prepared myself to explain her everything.
I don't know why I am telling her this so soon but i feel she needs know as I spoke.
Jimin: I know how confused you are right now and I am going to explain everything please have a seat.
She nervously sat on the bed eyes low not making any contact with me as I spoke.
Jimin: You want to know why I did that last night in the pool right?
She looked at me maintaining eye contact for maximum two minutes then again looked down as she spoke in a low soft voice.
Y/N: Ahm yes I want to know what happened last night and why you did that and I'm sure you do have an explanation for that right.
She said that all in one breath I could tell from her method of speaking she hasn't been in Korea for long her weak Korean just like her why does she resemble so much like her.
Y/N: Are you feeling ok now?
Jimin: Yeah I am feeling ok Y/N.
I snapped out of my thoughts as she spoke again.
Y/N: How do you know my name?
Jimin: I heard your friend calling you when you bumped into me in school.
She looked down again face palming at her silly question.
I cleared my throat and spoke.
Jimin: Time to explain everything to you right?
She looked at me and nodded as I started taking a deep breath.
                                         I started telling her..
Shannon my girlfriend the girl I loved the most in the whole world the girl that stole my heart but then broke it into pieces.
I lived with my parents in Canada for 6 years and studied there.
I saw her at a birthday party of my friend. When I saw her I fell in love right away and it took time but she also fell in love with me.
We always loved and supported each other but we always argued alot on little things and I was a short tempered person still am or not I don't know.
We argued badly sometimes I would raise my voice and it would get worse. We broke up two times but still I always made a way to put us together because I loved her alot. She did what I had never thought.
She was invited to her family reunion she called me and invited me to go with her as she wanted me introduce to someone and I agreed.
We arrived at the  reunion and met her family we were having some drinks and Shannon loved drinking alot.
She left me there to go the rest room. It took her an hour but she still didn't come back I began to worry so I decided to go check.
As I entered the rest room I saw her and that completely destroyed me. I saw her making out with an other guy and that guy was none but my best friend Taemin.
I didn't move or talk just watched my love my Shannon making out with my best friend. I got out of there and as typical broken lover I drank alot and got out of the party.
I couldn't think straight but to think I was Betrayed by my love and not only that my best friend my childhood buddy.
As I was walking in my thoughts I got hit by a car and was taken to the hospital.
The doctors told me I had a brain problem In which I can faint when I remember something related to any thing that had happened to me.
I never thought that my love my Shannon could do that to me. I came back to Korea 2 years ago and continued studying here. That is why whenever I remember anything related to that past I feel like my head is going to burst and my heart aches as if someone had poured a bottle of alcohol on a fresh wound. That is my story about the girl that I loved but she actually never loved me. And not only her but my best friend Taemim we were best friends since I joined that school he also did that to me. Life is painful we all know that for sure and it was my fault I expected a lot from life and expectations hurt alot. I don't now I don't think about but i don't know how today I just with you arghh! I hate her and i am the same cliche that thinks someone will again come in my life and make me forget everything.
That's how it started and it ends.
I finished telling her everything. She listened every thing care fully her head hung low.
And she raised her head to look at me still confused but not as much as before and she spoke.
Y/N: I am sorry that you had to remember everything about your past again because of me.
She said while looking away the regret clear in her eyes.
Jimin: But I didn't tell you why I kissed you last night in the pool and called you by Shannon's name.
She looked at me while frowning as she wanted to know it eagerly. I took a deep breath and spoke.
Jimin: It's because you look kind of like Shannon your every action resembles to her. Your frowning when your confused. Your biting your lip when your nervous. Your broken korean. Every thing resembles to her.
She looked at me with awe and shock and she spoke again.
Y/N: Oh really so you thought i was Shannon?
I replied with a sad tone.
Jimin: Yes I thought but you were Shannon but you weren't.
She looked at me and said.
Y/N: I think you were also drunk.
Jimin: Yes I was drunk and I just can't get her out of my head when I think about her I don't know I have mixed up feelings sometimes I really want her back but sometimes I hate her so much and want to forget her.
I spoke in frustration as she looked at me worriedly.
Y/N: I don't know what to say but thanks for sharing everything and explaining everything.
She said with a soft tone as she continues while changing the topic.
Y/N: Actually your the complete opposite of what I have heard about you.
I looked her frowning and she made a face of the face you make when you instantly regret something and I asked her.
Jimin: Opposite of what you've heard. What do you mean?
She looked here and there as if thinking for a answer.
Y/N: Ahem nothing just I heard you are a very popular heartthrob and girls die for you but you have attitude you have never dated any girl and your a very very dangerous guy!
I stared at her as she spoke while raising her hands speaking while moving her hands here and there changing her expressions every time she says another word and I smiled.
She noticed me staring and smiling at her and she looked down and said something under her breath.
Jimin: Who told you all of this can I know?
I asked her politely she replied immediately.
Y/N: No one told me and Yani didn't tell me all of this about you.
I chuckled at her silly action she spilled it out and I asked.
Jimin: Ahm did I say that Yani told you all of this about me.
She looked at me with big eyes and face palmed herself again while cursing her self.
Y/N: Stupid,idiot you dumbass Y/N you better keep your fucking mouth shut or yo-.
Jimin: Ahm I can understand English so can you stop cursing your self.
She stopped cursing herself and smiled awkwardly.
Y/N: I am sorry I thought you didn't understand English and I am sorry I swear a lot I just.
She stopped and sighed I smiled and said.
Jimin: I also lived in Canada for 6 years I know English very well and I do swear too but not as much as you.
She looked at me and chuckled.
Y/N: Sorry it's a bad habit.
She smiled and tucked a strand of her hair behind her ear and she spoke again.
Y/N: Ahm Jimin I wanted to say thank you for explaining everything to me I am stranger to you but still you told me a part of your life thanks alot.
She thanked me the second time I could tell she was pleased that I explained everything and she spoke again.
Y/N: Now that we have talked and stuff we can be friends can't we!
She said that so softly it felt good hearing it from her and I smiled while replying.
Jimin: Yes of course we can be friends but I don't think you will want to be friends with me.
She looked at me with the same confused look and asked me.
Y/N: Why wouldn't i?
I replied jokingly.
Jimin: Because I am a very very dangerous guy!
She started laughing and I laughed along with her.
[ End of Jimin's POV ]
You laughed with Jimin at his joke of him being a dangerous guy.
You looked at time and screamed while standing up.
Y/N: Oh no it's already 12 Yani must have woken up by now oh God I need to get home.
And you noticed Jimin looking at you and smiling. You cleared your throat and said.
Y/N: Ahm Jimin I need to go home now my friends must be really worried about me and they don't know that I am here so.
You sighed worrying about Yani and lying to her as Jimin got up and spoke.
Jimin: Yeah I get that so can I drop you home I have my car parked here and we are going to the same way so If you want I can drop you home?
You looked at Jimin you felt awkward you didn't know why but you agreed to go with him.
You and Jimin got out of the club from the back door because the main entrance was closed.
You both sat in the car and headed off. You told Jimin your address and sat back while lost in your thoughts.
Thinking about how Jimin told you every thing even he didn't know you and the thing about Jimin his personality completely different from what you and heard or what people have seen.
His story of being cheated  by a girl he loved the most reminded you of your past something like that and happened to you also and you felt his pain.
But he had gone through more than you he was also betrayed by his best friend and had gone through many other stuff.
You could 100% understand Jimin because you also have felt the pain like him and you looked at Jimin while he was driving.
And thought a guy like him who has the girls of a whole school dieing for him has never dated any of them and is still stuck in the past just like you.
Jimin looked at you and you looked away hoping he did not catch you staring at him. And you whispered well started talking to your self.
Y/N: What are you doing Y/N stop behaving so stupidly and don't create awkwardness between you and Jimin you just became friends and now you being all like this isn't this weird?
Jimin: Yes it's weird but it's okay tho.
You looked at Jimin who spoke suddenly and had been hearing you talk to yourself cuz you stared talking a bit loudly to yourself.
You were surprised of how fluent Jimin's English was and how good he is at pronounciation.
Y/N: Ah sorry I have a habit of talking to myself in my thoughts people are right I am really weird.
Jimin laughed and said.
Jimin: But you know what they say that weird people are very kind hearted people.
You looked at him surprised by his words.
Y/N: Do you believe in sayings and stuff?
Jimin: Well I didn't even believe in love but I don't know how I became the one believing all this stuff.
You looked at Jimin with curiosity you wanted to know more about him he somehow seemed a interesting person to you and you said.
Y/N: Well my house is around the corner.
You said while pointing at your house. Jimin parked his car infront of your house and you unbuckled your seatbelt. You turned to Jimin and said.
Y/N: Thank you Jimin for dropping me off thanks lot.
Jimin smiled and nodded. You got out of the car and walked towards your house you stopped mid way and turned back to wave at Jimin but he already left. So you just walked in your house.
                                  

                                                     
             

       









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