He fixed me, and broke me

Chapter 3: The past comes back to haunt

Its been atleast 1 minute since i opend the door but i cant seem to move, i just stare at the girl on the floor and im pretty convinced her name is jordan because thats the only person that should be in here aside from myself. I guess you can say im not good at panic situations every since my brother passed away, i mean the image still haunts me everynight how could i ever be over it. I force myself to snap out of it because there is still a girl that is unconscious on the floor. I kneel down and find that there is a emty bootle of perccription drugs next to her that seemd to roll out of her hand "shit what have you done to yourself" i whisper under my breath i grab my phone when i realize that the head office makes us keep their phone number and now i know why, i dial the number really quickly and it goes strait to lindas office she answers and says hello and i start to talk really fast to try and explain what was happening and linda says bethany is that you, i cant understand what your saying you need to breath and re explain, so i took a breath and explained  to her that i was walking into my room and then i found a girl that is unconscious and um i dont know what to do and im pretty sure its jordan, okay okay first you have to check her pulse on her wrist and as soon as you check her pulse tell me, theres someone on there way there that will help you but for now your incharge i hear linda say through the phone,i put the phone down, and on speaker and check her pulse i basically yelled i feel a pulse but its barely there okay okay so what do i do now? ok so sit next to her and keep checking her pulse until helps comes. Atleast 2 minutes later a tall, blue eyed brown hair guy that might be 1 year or so older than me with a black duffle bag comes in and his appearence is handsome sees me right away but chooses to ignore my precence and kneels on the floor and grabs her arm and insterts a needle filled with liquid into her arm, i dont ask any questions i just sit aside and stare at the girl that is on the floor.He starst looking through the duffle bag he brough and grabs his phone he dials a number and starts talking, so i  insterted the liquid into her now she has pulse and seems fine but im going to bring her into the clinic for trials etc, i'll contacts you for anything els, as soon as he gets of the phone he starts talking to me saying hey you um i need your help go outside and prepare the strectcher all you have to do is put the blankets aside so we can cover her than get the bottle of drugs that she used and your phone along with a liquied in a brown bottle that looks like cough syrup that should be in a drawer sound simple enough ?,um okay i say but i have a name by the way and i dont like being called hey you i said with attitude then i get off the floor stand up go to the stretcher grab the blankets and carry them with me so they wont get dirty i grab my phone and the bottle of drugs along with the brown bottle. While he picks her up and puts her on the stretcher i cover her with the blanket and he tells me to get in the back of what looks like a small ambluance but is nothing like one. It was a short drive and we got to a small clinic that was still in the camp but was very far from where most of the activities took place, i still stayed quiet being that there were too many thoughts in my mind, but my thoughts we interupted when the guy opens the back doors of the ambulance and says ok so whats your name ? bethany i say my name is bethany, ok bethany so we are going to take her to  the clinic bring everything in the cabin that i told you to bring, the nurse is going to ask you some questions about her and by the way i usually dont call really attractive girls "hey you" he winks at me and i roll my eyes and say ok then what ever your name is, Erik he says as he grabs the stretcher, he picks up jordan again and places her in the strectcher while i walk behind them with the stuff from the cabin.As we walk into the clinic i sit down on a chair in a room that looks like a small version of a waiting room, jordan starts to move and tries to open her eyes but doesnt succed much in that, she seems week and very confussed kinda like my brother right before he passed away the memory still pains me but i cant break out in cry a the moment because of the people or person around me so i decide to stand up and walk away outside so that i can breath and re cap what just happend in the last half hour or so, i sit on a wooden bench thats right outside of the clinic that looks like a larger version of our cabins except its white painted wood instead of brown and is much larger. I sat and tried to clear my brain but once again my thoughts were interupted by the same person, erik, he says "hey you" why are you out here, was that too much for you to handle beth look if you want i can drive you back so you can rest he says with a smirk, i dont need any of your cocky attitude and no that wasnt too much for me considereing what ive been through, i just needed to clear my brain but with you here it looks like thats not ghoing to happen , he laughs and says wow that was quiet a lot for a girl like you to say he says while he sits down next to me. Yeah well im a girl with alot to say. After it starts to get very awkward and quiet he breaks the silence by saying so what are you doing here bethany, why do you care? i reply well its kinda of my job to care see im here to help girls like you im like an assitance/paramedic and trust me when i say its not the first time something like this happens in here i hope you know so i ask again why are you here. Its not my first time in something like this and trust me when i say i know its not the first time something like this happens, and since your so curious, i have a high level of stress along with drinkning, smoking and depression and according to my mom im going insane, so when i say i have a little bit of stress i mean that. Wow that must suck i mean most girls dont have that much going on i mean your not an impossible case im pretty sure by the end of this summer you will be all better and you will thank me for that, well when the time comes,plus you look like someone that might just make my summer a little more interesting he says while he starst to stand up, now c mon lets go inside so i can drive you back to your dorm so you can get yourself a proper sleep he says and winks at me while he grabs my hand so i can start to stand up.Well you say quiet a lot for a guy like yourself i say while i wink and walk into the clinic.I walk into the doctors room where jordan lays down on the bed the doctor seems to be standing next to her and when he sees me he turns around completly and says well hi there bethany at least thats what the nurse said your name was, now approximately at what time did you enter your room and was she uncautious then or cautious when you walked in ? the doctor asks, well it was about 9:30 and she was uncautious and her pulse was very week and i found this prescreption bottle beside her that was emty and thats all i know, ah thank you bethany you sure have been very strong through this so you can go back to your cabin but you might have to come back tomorrow during your lunch if thats alright with you oh and bethany thank you for helping jordan out dr.clark says and i reply um sure and no problem goodnight dr.clark.I leave the room and find that erik was basically right beside the door he smiles when he sees me and says well now is it time to go or do i have to wait for a little longer, i can walk by myself i dont need you to drive me, well its manditory that i take you home well because we dont know where you might go so lets go,you will regret saying that i say and walk away from him and find myself waiting for him outside having no clue which car hes going to take me back in and he comes out looking really sexy but i force myself not to think of him like that because all he thinks of me is a troubled girl that has issues but little does he know of most my problems are worse then what i told him. he clicks the button on the key for the car and i find myself looking at a black nissan "get in" he says and i do as told, he drives me to my cabin and i get out of the car and he comes out to, he walks me to my door and decides to invite himself in, i turn around and say, what are you doing in here and before i knew it he was kissing me, i push away and say what the hell is wrong with you he smirks and says nothing darling i just wanted to taste you before i left oh and i'll see you tomorrow but remeber wear your uniform. I find myself still standing but as soon as i hear his car leaving i lock my door and grab my luggae to change into my over sized pijamas i sat down on my bed and found myself thinking of erik and the kiss and when i was about to fall asleep i have the image of my brother dead and then i find myself havinmg yet another nightmare of my brother.