OhmToonz [SMUT] Shots

It Can Set You Free

Inspired by the song: I Feel It Coming - The Weekend

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Ryan sat on the chair across from Luke, he was stiff like a wooden plank. He kept his eyes glued to his phone even though it was off, he was lost in thought and fear to notice that he was staring at a black screen. He knew he should break up with Luke but he didn't know how to go about it.

Here he was sitting in Luke's house full of anxiety trying to think of a way to break up with the older male because he himself was scared to be loved. Luke shuffled in his chair and looked up at his boyfriend who has worry plastered all over his face, Luke frowned and cleared his throat. Ryan looked up curiously and put on a fake smile, but once he saw Luke's concerned eyes he dropped the act.

"Ry. What's up?" Luke said softly, Ryan could see the care in his eyes and it hurt, there Luke was being such a kind and amazing boyfriend caring for someone who's too scared to share themselves in any way possible. Ryan felt guilty.

"Nothing." Ryan said softly, his hands clasped together like he was in the waiting room while his wife gave birth. He tapped his foot quickly on the floor and swallowed his fear.

"Ryan, seriously what's up?" Luke said clearing his throat again, he inched closer to the edge of his seat and his feet planted firmly on the floor widely spread out, Ryan noticed how calm he was and how confident he was acting and it gave him chills.

"Luke I-" Ryan stopped talking when Luke stood up in one quick motion, Ryan moved the chair back a little with his jump and stared right into Luke's eyes, there was a glimmer of something in his eyes but Ryan was too jumpy to question it. Ryan swallowed his fear and watched as Luke walked around his chair and closed the blinds, making the room darker.

Luke knew Ryan was always nervous and anxious in every and any situation. Luke had to always be the first to take his smaller hand to hold in public and start the small kisses so they could make out, but he always seemed so physically distant. Ryan had issues with emotionally opening up but they've come a long way in their relationship. Once they started dating half a year Ryan seemed to be more closed off.

"I just... I'm so... What's the stupid word..." Ryan was slightly mumbling now, Luke strolled around to the front of the chair, he stood in front of a sitting Ryan, he was staring at the floor not knowing that his boyfriend loomed above him. 

"Scared of intimacy?" Luke said, finishing Ryan's sentence for him. Ryan looked up slowly as his eyes trailed up the legs of his boyfriend, to meet with his dark eyes.

"Luke you-" Ryan was taken aback more when Luke leaned forward a little, Ryan wanted to move more backwards but the back of the chair hit him, he stared at the passion in Luke's eyes and felt a shiver run down his body, leaving a trail of cold sweat. 

"Tell me what you like." Luke said in a soothing voice, Ryan's thoughts started to run wild, he knew what Luke was planning and wanting; he knew what Luke wanted all their time spent being together, he wanted it too but he was scarred from his last relationship. 

"I'll take my time, you know that." Luke said before Ryan could reply, he felt his mouth go dry and his head unable to make coherent words to speak back to Luke with, he instead just made a little noise and jumped slightly when Luke's one hand rested on his leg above his knee and pulled it apart from the other. 

"L-Luke..!?" Ryan said he looked back up and caught the devilish look of his boyfriend's eyes, his mouth started to water suddenly and his body was shaking slightly, not enough to shake the chair but it was noticeable. Ryan's eyes looked back down when Luke's face got closer to his own and a hand was now firmly place on the chair in between his legs close to his crotch, he looked back up at the lustful eyes of his best friend and boyfriend.