On our second day of school—well, I suppose technically it was the
first day of class—we spent most of our time running over the course
objectives. Apparently, many of the students were quite surprised, if not a little disappointed, by how genuinely warm and friendly the teachers at this school looked.The red hair guy had already made a spectacle of himself by spending
most of the class asleep. I thought that the teachers would notice, but they
showed no signs of doing so. After all, it was up to every individual student
whether or not he or she wanted to listen in class. I wondered if this was how teachers typically interacted with students once they left compulsory education. I took in the relaxed atmosphere, and soon it was lunchtime.Students stood up and left with their new acquaintances, disappearing from my view. I couldn’t help but feel slightly envious as I watched them. Unfortunately, I still hadn’t managed to befriend because I was still a mystery to my classmate and everyone- excluding Sato- is still unknown to me. Well there's a few student that prefer be alone such both of the girls beside me.
“How pathetic.”
Somehow, those words struck my chest. And, it was coming from the black hair girl.
“What? What’s pathetic?”
Oh it's look like, she is talking to him.
“‘I want someone to invite me along. I want to eat with someone! Your thoughts are like an open book,”
Even so, I still feel the pain. I still have feelings to be protected.
“But you’re alone, too, aren’t you? Haven’t you thought the same thing? Or do you intend to spend three years here without making a single friend?”
“That’s right. I prefer to be alone,” she replied quickly, without hesitation. It sounded like she was being honest.
“Why don’t you stop worrying about me and instead think about yourself?”
I perhaps agree with her. The truth is I also prefer to be alone rather than having a friends. But, it's kinda naive thinking if we're by our own. We still a fragile human, no matter how strong you are, no matter how smart you are, at some point, when you're lost in pitch dark, if you're alone no one will be there to pull us out. And, I really don't want to be in that situation again.
But, it's all the same or if not much worse if your friend in the end betray you. If somehow you're at that point, you've to break your own limit and shell, you're on your own. No one can help you other than you. That's also a truth. As I walk out from the door, I scratched the back of my head.
"Ahh, such a bother. Why do I have think hard about that. It's all in the past. I'm just going to buy something at cafeteria."
.
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."Ittadakimasu" I'm just eat a red bean bread and mineral water. Its only cost 180 points so it's really affordable. I cant eat something that to heavy when I was in my own graqce period to observe my own situation for this month. And I'll continue my practice back.
"I never thought I'll found one in the cafeteria"
"What is it?"
"Free fo----*spit water*" I just realised that there is someone talking to me so when I tried to turn my head there's a girl in front of my face.
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