~sakuatsu oneshots~

talking to the moon🖤❤

Angst sorry.

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Sakusa's pov
I couldnt sleep. Anxiety overwhelming me. I saw atsumu beside me. I sighed of relief. I kissed his cheeks and went by the window and stepped out to a rooftop. I walked at the roof looking at the moon.

"Do you think he will leave me ? I mean i am not enough for him. He needs the whole world. Im just a nobody. Volleyball really helped me clear my mind up a bit. Atsumu too . I love him so much. I cant live without him really. He is my will to live." I chuckled to myself. "Omi kun ?" I see a sleepy atsumu warpped around in a blanket "did you overthink again ?" He said making me laugh "yea im sorry i didnt want wake you" he went up to me and squeezed himself between my legs. "Hug me omi" he nuzzled his head into my chest as i wrap my arms around him.

"What did you talk to the moon about this time ?" He asked me "just you , again" he sighed "you know i wont leave you right ?" "Hopefully" he sighed. "Now its my turn to talk to the moon" "mhm"

"Sakusa kiyoomi is the person i love the most. I wont ever leave him. He is the best boyfriend i ever had. I want him to always be happy and i want him to always be with me. I love omi-kun" he said "now we promised to the moon that we wont ever break up okay ?" "Okay" i nuzzled my head into the crook of his neck. "That tickles omi-" he laughed "oh omi look! Shooting stars! You like stars right omi ?" "Mhm make a wish tsumu". We both wished for the same thing but why did it turn out opposite ?

They entered the MSBY gym and to be greeted by a new 1st year members. I see a bright small orange boy talking to bokuto "Tsum Tsum look who it is" bokuto said grabbing the attention of Tsumu "oh hinata your here" then i remembered eight words

"I'll toss to ya one of these days"

Like a weight put on to my chest and shoulders. I couldnt breath "meian-san i dont feel good can i sit down for a bit" he nodded. I went to sit a little away from them to a small bleacher where i always took a rest. "Why am i acting like this ?" I couldnt breath. I took of my mask and started to clutch the cloth ontop of my chest. "Omi ? Are you okay ? Meian-san said- !! OHMYGODH KIYOOMI your having an anxiety attack again. Its okay im here. My breathing wasnt steady at all and i fainted.

I woke up expecting tsumu beside me. But he wasnt. I exited the nurses office but first i thanked the nurse. I looked out and i see tsumu talking with hinata. "Tsumu ?" "Oh omi im glad your okay. Anyways this is hinata you met him before right ?" "Mhm you guys uhm talk ill be taking my leave-" "right, c'mon sho-kun let me give you a tour" i stared at them as they began to leave my vision.

I went back to our apartment. Opening a new bottle of depressants that atsumu didnt know about "hm 3 pills seems enough for now" i drank the three pills and looked at the mirror "pathetic."

I layed down on the bed looking at the ceiling which was full of glow in the dark stickers that looked like stars. I sighed and went to sleep.

I woke up and it was still dark out. I looked around . Where did atsumu go ? I picked up my phone and started to call him.

"Omi ?" "Where are you ?" "Oh me , bokuto and sho-kun went to the bar" "what time are you coming home" "oh uhm-" i was cut off by a "TSUM TSUM COME HERE" "i gotta go omi-" "okay love y-*beep* you...."

My mind started overthinking yet again. I went up to the bathroom took the bottle of depressants. "Four... its okay these pills will help you-" i drank the pills almost choking. "Get yourself together kiyoomi"

I walked to the rooftop again and layed on the roof. I sighed looking up at the moon

"Am i missing something ? Yea.... im missing him. Hey moon i wish i could be like you. No problems. Shining brightly. Surrounded by stars. Hmm. Was our talk last night just his sleepy talks. When he doesnt know what he is saying ? I dont know anymore." I sighed