~sakuatsu oneshots~

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Angst lol
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No ones pov

Sakusa sat in the middle of his dark living room. He wasnt himself at all. He kept drinking and drinking. Sobbing and sobbing. People around him were starting to get worried.

He hasnt taken a shower which was a shocker since he was always clean. He took out a red velvet case. He opened it again. It has been years since he proposed to atsumu. It has also been years since he was married to him. He put his wedding ring on his ring finger once again. He cried.

He took a CD from the ground and put it on the disc player. Their wedding played through the screen. He smiled as he saw Atsumu walk towards the aisle with a white suit on. Kiyoomi went nearer to the screen. He touched atsumu's face. He threw a bottle of whisky to the ground. He then screamed missing the blonde

Komori came in. "Kiyoomi- its been a month-" "YOU DONT UNDERSTAND!" "kiyo- sigh i probably dont but- you have to move on- i know its hard but-" "YOU DONT KNOW HOW I FEEL! IM HURT MOTOYA! MORE THAN ANYONE ELSE" "its been a hard time for everyone too- so you need to take care of yourself" "it hurts- IT HURTS SO MUCH! ITS ALL MY FAULT" he screamed while clutching the cloth ontop of his chest.

He then remembered a memory.

Him and atsumu were in the kitchen. Atsumu was making umeboshi onigiri's for sakusa. Sakusa was behind atsumu hugging him as he make their food. "Can you taste this for me omi ?" Atsumu put a small sample of an onigiri at the mouth of his lover. Sakusa gladly ate it and was very happy. "Thank you- it tastes amazing" he nuzzled his head on atsumu's neck "that tickles omi-" atsumu giggles "i love you" sakusa whispered at his husband's ear. "I love you too omi!" He turned around and kissed sakusa "youre right! It does taste good!" They laughed and kissed again.

Sakusa cried more remembering the memory

"It was my fault!" "No its not-" "IT IS! IF I COULDVE BEEN FASTER! IF I COULDVE SCREAMED HE WOULDNT BE DEAD!"

Atsumu and Sakusa were walking down on the side walk of a snowy night. Atsumu saw a cat in the middle of the road and tried to go to it. Rather than getting the kitten he slipped cause if the snow and the cat ran away. When he stood up both kiyoomi and sakusa were shocked. There was a fast moving car being chased by police- the driver was drunk. Atsumu didnt know what was coming. Kiyoomi ran to his lover "ATSU-" atsumu was hit. No please dont do this to me. He went to his now bloody lover. "Atsumu- just keep your eyes open okay ? The police called an ambulance- please stay strong for me please-" atsumu cupped sakusa's cheeks. Kiyoomi held atsumu's hand while it was still on his cheeks "i love you omi-" he was starting to close his eyes "no- NO! ATSUMU open your eyes please!" Atsumu's hand dropped. He hugged his lovers body. "No no no please- dont- i love you too- i love you too much" then the ambulance came.

Sakusa was on the waiting room and then osamu and his fiancè suna went in. "What...h-happened kiyoomi-" "i- it w-was my fault- h-he wouldnt got hit if i was faster- it shoulve been me" "its not your fault- it was the driver" suna tried to comfort sakusa.

After an hour the surgeon came out. Sakusa and osamu instatly stood up. "Im sorry- but he couldnt make it" sakusa's heart dropped like his knees dropped to the ground he cried and cried. Suna was holding his fiancè dearly comforting him. Now he went home alone.

Sakusa Atsumu-now deceased- 4:56 pm- december 13-

the room was deas silent. "I bought you food" he handed out a plastic bag with the logo of 'onigiri miya' his eyes kept tearing more and more "ill visit again tommorow...love you bro" and komori left.

As komori left. Sakusa couldnt bare to deal with himself anymore. He put a noose around his neck. He tripped on the chair choking himself. His body wasnt suffering anymore. He can now rest. "Im coming atsumu"

"Hey kiyoomi i forgot my-" komori was shocked at the sight and started to call 911.

Sakusa kiyoomi- now deceased- 9:31 pm- january 22-

Sakusa saw a bright light. When he opened them he saw his husband "a-atsumu ?" "Omi~" atsumu cupped his cheeks. Sakusa instantly hugged atsumu and cried "i missed you so much- i love you" atsumu pulled away "i missed you too. I love you omi! So much!" Tears pooled their eyes. They walked through the clouds. Hand in hand. They were together again. Now no one can take their love away.

"Im home atsumu" "welcome home omi"

-end

I cried making this lol

Well hopefully you enjoyed! Or not cause this is angst after all

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