𝐹𝑖𝑣𝑒 𝐻𝑎𝑟𝑔𝑟𝑒𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑠 𝑥 𝑅𝑒𝑎𝑑𝑒𝑟 : 𝑅𝑜𝑦𝑎𝑙𝑡𝑦

𝐶ℎ𝑎𝑝𝑡𝑒𝑟 11: ,

Five POV:

My feet hit the ground and I rolled to my side, falling hard. I groaned as the sharp pain rushed through my back, with closed eyes, as the blinding light of the portal still hadn't faded away.

Once I heard it close above us, I opened my eyes and stood up.

I felt the shadow of warmth in my hand and looked down.

Y/N.

I widened my eyes as I looked all around me, my gaze meeting my siblings but not her. Klaus screamed her name, looking frantically all around him. I couldn't hear anything.

I yelled her name as well, as loudly as I could, running up and down the alleyway. Nothing. No sight of her, no response to my yells.

I could hear Klaus' desperate yells, but the noise to my ears was turned into sirens, into a blur noise that made me deaf every second that passed.

I fell to my knees, trying to breath, as panic rose to my chest and stayed there. I looked over at my siblings, who looked all around, trying to figure out where she was.

My love.

My only love.

Was gone.

I felt a heartbreaking pain in my body, as if I couldn't move, as if I couldn't breath.

"What's this pain..." I groaned, clasping my hand over the place where my heart was. I felt tears stream down my cheeks, and I stood up, trying to balance my own body.

I looked all around and got out of the alleyway, the sunshine blinded me but I didn't care. I needed to find her. I needed her.

I needed her warmth close to me.

I needed her smile.

I needed her smirk.

I needed her.

Because it was the first time I wasn't alone in such a long time and I couldn't lose her.

Yet I did.

Klaus got next to me, tears wetting his face and the mascara running down his cheeks. "Where a-are we-e...?" He asked in an attempt to hide his pain. The others followed us and we looked all around.

I saw a sign above a shop, I squinted my eyes against the sun to read it.

"Dallas, Texas."

Y/N POV:

My feet hit the ground hard, making me wince in pain. I instantly opened my eyes, trying to take in my surroundings.

Big mistake.

I looked all around me to realize, in fear, that no one else was here. With a trembling voice, I tried to yell.

"Guys? Five?" I yelled, looking all around the alleyway again. No sight of anyone.

I was alone again.

I tried to walk forward, but as if my feet refused to take me out of the alleyway, my knees crashed to the ground, as I panted.

Tears wetted the cement in front of me.

I can't even talk to the person I love...

"I lost... the only person who would make this solitude look like it was worth it...." I whispered under my breath.

Was it worth it?

All these years of being alone, was it worth it?

Was it worth it for one second to feel in love and alive, if you knew that the next one, everything would be lost, and you would be back at where you started?

Be back with the only company of your miserable self...?

I wish it was worth it. I wish I was one of those...

Pretty things...

I lifted my head up, as tears had made tiny lakes in front of me. Trying to find the courage to stand up, I pressed my hand against the ground and pushed up, in order to stand up.

When I was fully standing on my feet, I walked, step by step , forward out of the alleyway. Tears kept streaming down my face as I realized rain was pouring down.

I hugged my body with my arms and walked a bit more, turning right out of the alleyway. I felt the sorrow down to my heart, and the numbness through my body, pair up with the sky.

"Five?! Klaus?!" I yelled again, with no response, as I turned into spins, trying to find any sight of them.

No response.

I looked all around the street, trying to figure out where I was. I went near a garbage bin, ignoring the strange looks that people gave me as they walked by.

I shivered a bit taking the paper of the top of the bin in my hands and reading the top words.

"London, England."