Life's Not A Fairytale

Chapter 4

        He was just staring at me waiting for me to continue. I raised my eyebrow and stared at him. I sat up straight and got ready to tell him about my father.

" Many people think a tattoo is a mistake, some people think people are stupid for getting tattoos. I think tattoos are special.Each tattoo has a story"

 " What are you saying?" Dr. David asks, giving me a confused face, moving closer to me.

" What  I'm saying is that the reason why my father never told me the story behind his tattoos was because... he was scared." I could tell he was confused. I scoffed and rolled my eyes. "He was scared that I would judge him, see the real him. Every tattoo has its own little secrets.. and once you find it out, you can easily read the person like a book."

" What do you think your dad was scared of? "' He asked

" He was scared that me and my brothers would judge him. He didnt want us to see the real him.  H-he is not the perfect father that i thought he was. He acts so nice, kind and innocent when he's with me and my brothers... but when he is by himself he's the total opposite. He has secrets that would scare my brothers if they ever found out, I wasn't scared of him when I found out but I was suprised. Sure my father has lots of tattoos and piercings that made him look tough but i never would have thought that he would do such things."

'' What did he do?"

" He's in a gang, he is a drug dealer, He is an alcoholic. He went to jail so many times! He doesnt know that I know this... But i found out a few weeks ago after he left. When i was little he went to jail I forgot why he went to jail, But i know that was surely not his first time in jail... There were so many signs showing that he was a bad person!! But i was too busy stuck on la la land to even relize it!!!" i yelled, I started crying remembering the day a police man walked up to me and my father.

(Flashback)/ When Heaven was 4

"HEAAAAVEN!!!"

I heard my daddy call me." Yes Daddy!??"

" Hey kiddo you want to go get some icecream?" He laughed and messed my hair up.

" HEEYY dont mess my hair up!.. And yes i want ice-cream!!" i raised my hand and jumped up and down.

" Alright kiddo, go get ready"

I got up and started getting ready i put on my shoes (Boom) " Ouch!!" 

" Heaven sweety are you okay? Did something fall?"

" Im okay daddy, this just hit my head" i held up a big box filled with money that had fallen on the floor. 

" Oh umm... Lets just go get ice-cream " he held my hand as we exited the house.

" So how's school sweety?" he asked me

" Its awsome!! We get to sleep there!!" I jumped up and down

He laughed " Well your are very lucky swe-" 

" Daddy are you okay?" He stopped talking and he was looking at the police. " Daddy are you okay?" The police was staring at my daddy with an angry face.

" Daddy your face is red like a tomato!! Are you mad.. what's wrong.. Hellooo are you dead" The police walked to us. 

"Hello Dillan, What do you have for us today?" the police told my dad

" I dont have anything!" my dad yelled

" Really? Do you want me to call the other cops and have them check you infront of your daughter?"

" Daddy what's going on?" i sniffed, gaving him a sad face 

"You leave my daughter out of this, she doesn't know and she won't find out!" he yelled at the police.

" I won't do nothing this time because your daughter is here... but I'm warning you. You better tell your little ga-" he looked at me and then at my dad "-friends to watch out"

" You think I'm scared of you! Please!  I can destroy you and your group of cops!.. Now if you exuse me I'm going to spend some time with my daughter " He laughed and held my hand, both of us walking away.

" Daddy who was he?" i asked him

" He's a... friend of mines" he told me

" Your friends with a police" i asked suprised

" Yeah I'm friends with alot of police's... lets just say all the cops know me" he smiled

" Well he did'nt seem like a nice friend" i told him shaking my head.

(End of Flashback)

I was crying and Dr. David gave me tissues! TISSUES! What are tissues going to do.. NOTHING... nothing can take away the pain nothing! I was stupid enough to think that talking to a therapy was  going to help me... it just brought me more pain. So I did one thing... I got up and walked away. I could hear my mother and the Dr. calling my name but I just dont care anymore, I needed to get out of here fast.I have $10 on me right now...let's see where this takes me.

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Here's Chapter 4 :D sorry i haven't written in a long time :(
I will try to put the next chapter as soon as possible!

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