I am really not ok this past few weeks, mentally, physically and spiritually, I think 2020 is a year that has been very hard for me. so many trials and tests. i have gome through so much this year. one thing i learn for sure is to be grateful always for what you have. always be contented and grateful. i am at this point where i start to question why things happened, of all the people, why me? i took seriously the comments of my surroundings. i feel like im starting to lose my self. i hope i will be ok soon. i hope i will not stay like this for a long time. this is really not healthy for me. in all aspect, this is devastating me. my soul really needs god. To you, We should really keep our faith. our faith serves as the light of our own home in this world. we should never lose it. i have realized too much the importance of that. We really need our faith in god or else we will lose our light, we will lose our soul, then we will hate life. God, please save every fading soul. God please save me, please save us.
