Really Alpha

I woke up in the hospital again

I woke up with bruises and scratches and bandages everywhere. I saw nickoli staring at me crying, he looked hurt and held sorry in his eyes. I looked confused for a second and then everything came back to me. The fight,pain and the blackout. I growled at him and he jumped. "how long was I sleep"
"2 months" he said while tears came down. It looked like he hasn't slept either in two months, no wonder he looked like a zombie.
"You put me in the hospital for 2 months" I growled every word to him and he shook his head.
"It was mainly my wolf, he lost control and I couldn't hold him back. I tired to  get control but he pushed me back deeper and deeper until he hit the tree and you ran. He let me take over so I ran after you."
I was breathing heavily and was super mad. My ribs hurted my the way I was breathing so I took deep breath ad calmed down. I laid back down not saying anything to him and faces the wall. He came towards me and I said "get away from me". I heard him whimper and he sat back down in the couch that was in there. My rib and the spot where nicks wolf bit me multiple time started to ache. I grabbed both of them with separate hands and whimpered. I started shaking badly I started to shake the bed I was laying in. I let out a howl and cried. Nickoli came towards me and I saw he had tears coming down his face. He picked me up and put me in his lap. I didn't try to fight him because I was in pain and he rocked me. The pain went away so I was just there crying in his chest. "Kameron I'm so sorry for hurting you." I cried even harder and punched his chest. He let out a breath of air and still kept rocking me.
"I deserved that" he said and he kissed my forehead."imma make it up to you I promise".
"Nickoli I was going to give you a chance but then you put me in the hospital again I don't know if I should now."
With that he stopped rocking and held me tighter.
"Kameron please give me a chance I promise ill try not to screw it up." he paused and said "kameron , I love you."
I froze and didn't know what to say or do. I lifted my head and looked at him dead in the eye and I could tell he was telling the truth. "I love you to" I said and kissed him and put my was back down on his chest. His wolf purred at what I did and I could hear him purring because my ear was in his chest. He laid me down and rocked me in his arms. he was so warm so I tried to get closer to him and I couldn't do that cause there really no space in between us anymore. I felt him kiss my head and I was glad he could take away any pain from me no matter what it was and with that i smiled feel asleep in his arms.