Really Alpha

Saturday

Boys wouldn't stop following me all day because of this stupid heat thing. Some were really attractive but I couldn't take then away from their mate. Devin was all over though more than ever. He wouldn't leave my side and he kept inhaling my scent every five seconds. So I decided to go for a run and I brought under garments and a big Tshirt so when I could change back into human form. I went to my hiding spot and took a swim in human form. I stayed there for a while and just floated. When I opened my eyes that when I saw nick. Nickoli was staring at me with lust in his eyes,i saw more lust in his eyes than ever because of this heat thing. He got took off his shirt and I couldn't stop looking at his define abs and he chuckled. "see something you like sweetheart"
"Whatever" I said before i turned away backing up a little in the water. I heard him take off his pants and slowly get I the water. He tried to reach for me but I quickly dived deep into the water. I went down til I was laying on the floor looking up at him. By the way wolfs can hold their breathe under water for a very long time. He dived into water after a couple of minutes and came down to me, he looked like a merman the way he stood in place in the water with his hair swaying side to side. I swam up to the surface and went to land and so did nick. "Kameron can I tell you something"
"Sure I guess" without looking at him
"I know you went to heat last night" he paused and I looked at him with tears coming to my eyes"I felt it... I felt all your pain and I'm sorry. it didn't hurt me as much as it did you but I still felt almost as bad as you and I'm sorry." tears started to come out my eyes and I said "it really freakin hurt me, I never been in so much pain. I thought I was going to die." his eyes teared up when I said that but he quickly hid them. "I just wanted to be happy with my mate and live a happy life but no you had to reject me and had me go through this painful mess." I screamed at him. I feel to the floor and pain shot through me like last night.I knew what was happening it was going through the pain again. He put his hands in his ribs as he screamed out fell to the floor but quickly got back up. I screamed as my foot and leg cramped up and my whole body twisted. I was crying badly when that happened. Pain shot through me in my ribs and I howled it felt like a gun just went through me. Nickoli put his hands back up to his ribs,howled in pain and fell but not getting up this time. He was watching me twist and turn screaming and crying and he had tears coming down because he knew he was hurting me and couldn't do nothing about it. He crawled to me and cradles me in his arms. The pain went away but still there a little bit. he pulled me into his chest and sparks went through me. I buried my face into his chest while crying and said "why... why would you hurt me like this?"
"I'm sorry"
"Why did you reject me?"
"I thought I didn't need a mate and could be with any one I decide but then I realized that I needed you to be my my side and to keep me strong. I regretted rejecting you when I did but the way you reacted just got me by surprised and mad so I just went crazy. I'm really sorry for letting you go through this."
I couldn't say anything else so I just stayed quiet. He rocked back and forth humming a lullaby while rubbing his thumb on my back in circles. I was surprised but I didn't say anything. When the song was over I got up and said "I'm going for a run"
"I'm coming with you" I didn't say anything so I just shook my head and he got up. I shifted into my caramel wolf with black eyes and flames inside them.
"I forgot you was rare.. your so beautiful and special and rare."
I mind linked him because obviously wolfs can't talk like humans through their mouth.
"Yeah I'm rare and thanks for the compliments"
"No problem beautiful, now let's go for a run" he shifted to his white wolf with a brown spot on his left eye.
"You look so cute with that brown spot on your eye, you look like a puppy a huge puppy."
"Thanks I never heard that before and I like it."
"No problem lets go"
"Where we going"
"Just follow"
"Ok"
So we ran and played with each other like puppies. He pull at me ear softly and ill jump on him with my two front paws. we tackled each other and ran some more. We ran for 4 hours before taking a break, we stopped and laid down. I shifted back and put on my bra and panties with the big Tshirt. he shifted and put on some basketball shorts and didn't have a shirt so I was just staring.
"Again do you like something you see"
"Shut up" I said laughing. He sat beside me and said " kameron , if I accepted you as my mate right now would you accept it?"
"I-I don't well umm" I couldn't really say anything or think of anything because I was so nervous. he lifted me chin so I could look at him and said said the most beautiful thing I ever come out his mouth in years "I love you". It looked like he really meant it and his eyes held trustfulness and honesty.I didn't know well I did but I didn't know if I was ready to say it back so I blushed. We walked back home and he said bye and he hugged me and shifted to his wolf and ran home. I went to my room, staying away from Devin as much as possible and took a shower. I got out and went to my closet and put on pj's. I came out and saw a angry Devin standing at my door with his fist in a ball and his jaw clenched. "where were you all day"
"I went for a run"
"For what" he yelled
"I went to clear my mind about this whole heat thing and if I'm going to get a second chance mate or not." I yelled back.
"You had me worried sick about you I thought something happened" he yelled louder and I snapped.
"You don't yell at me like that I am your alpha." I used my voice on him and he backed down.
"Sorry alpha, I was just worried and all"
"It's I'm I understand but still I'm hear and that's all that matters right now so yeah" and with that I went to my bed and and asked Devin to turn off my light. He did and came on my bed and laid down with me and we fell asleep.