Future Self Consultation

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Dear lovely me!
No matter how any thing upsets you, don't let it devour your precious life time much. Life is meaningless without pain but only permit their share of your life and no more. The negative energy you embrace and radiate will call more pains and disasters towards you.
Don't wait for people to comfort you either. Get a hold of yourself! You have always managed to keep in line despite all difficulties. BUT here is a thing: this doesn't include your life partner! I mean what is a husband for and why on earth would you get married if you still wouldn't have someone WITH you when you need to shout or cry?!!! Yes! They normally SUCK at comforting, I know...we know, but that's no good reason for not trying at least. Today, now and here I promised myself to tell him; to teach him how he can be the best comforter for me. You know, I can't blame someone for not having the chance to learn LOVING! I will just tell him what I expect. My logic now, tells me it will make many things much easier. I KNOW how you're laughing your ass out because of how stupid it sounds, but trust me, it's just your DAMN pride hon! Don't forget how you have always regretted putting your pride in the first place and missing the chance of talking your heart out. Go ahead and practice...
" Don't ever dare to leave me alone when I'm having a break down! You don't have to say any thing. Just be there for me, hug me and let me cry. I might not, please tell me to do so then... I am used to crying inside and it's gonna tear my hear apart. Just be there for me... That's all I want."

Tooooo awkward!!! Ikr... Lol
Should I just recommend a before-wedding letter?! Ha ha! No way! That sounds more impossible... Just put that pride of you aside for little a bit... You'll both feel better afterwards. Let him gain the confidence of being useful as well:)