Chapter 14-Selfish or Selfless

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LISAS POV

The next morning i woke up at 4 o'clock AM. Guess thats what happens when you sleep at six.

Im selfish?

Not anymore.

I took a quick shower and got dressed in denim shorts and a random 1D tanktop with Harrys face on it.

Hey. Free stuff has a meaning to me. When Harry gave me the tanktop i wasnt going to reject it.

After dressing it was already 4:30. I rushed downstairs to make breakfast for Harry. Since im selfish, im going to start being the most selfless person in the world.

When i finished breakfast i made Harry a plate and put his food in the microwave. I didnt bother eating because i had other things to help with.

I grabbed my keys off the kitchen counter and left out the door. Of course i left a note for Harry first.

I hopped in my car and drove to the nearest store. I bought a bunch of potted plants and gardening tools.

Today i would be very active and i knew who i would help first.

I drove to Liam amd Danielles flat. When i arrived i walked over to their deck. Under the deck is a big random patch of dirt. It wont grow grass anymore and Dani hates how ugly it makes the front yard look. I figured id plant some flowers for her.

"Lisa? What are you doing? I thought i told you and Louis to stop playing in the dirt" Liams voice rang from the window. I looked up and his head was sticking out. "Hold on. Im coming down" he said and left the window.

I finished gardening and soon i felt eyes on me.

"Why are you doing this?" He asked.

"Danielle always complains about this patch of dirt" i simply stated.

"She complains about everything, shes Danielle" Liam laughed but my face remained emotionless. "Whats up? You're never this gloomy" he asked.

"Its just...Hary called me selfish and i dont know...its just bothering me that my boyfriend that i live with thinks of me this way. I know its not really a big deal or anything but i practically live to be nice. If im not nice...i dont know what i am" i stood up and Liam smiled.

"He was probably just annoyed. You know how Harry is. He most definitely didnt mean it. Your the nicest person i know, well, you and Manahil that is. You shouldnt let it get to you" he grinned and i gave him a crooked smile.

"Thanks"

He nodded in return.

"Where is Dani, by the way?" I asked suddenly.

"Lisa, its like 5 in the morning. I wouldnt even be woke if Harry didnt call my phone looking for you" Liam said.

"Harry called you?" I asked probably the dumbest question in the nation because he obviously made it clear that Harry did.

"Yeah. He said that you werent next to him and he called out for you and you never answered. He said that you left a note saying that you would be back later"

"Yeah i did. I didnt think that he would freak out. Maybe i should call him. Well im going to go visit Ashley and Luke. Tell Dani i said hi when she wakes up" i waved and got back in my car.

Maybe Liams right and i shouldnt take what Harry said to heart. He was probably just pissed. But doing all of this is making me feel better about myself. Ive never been such a insecure person or i never cared what others thought, but once you get a boyfriend...things change. Suddenly its not only your opinion that matters, its thiers too. When i get dressed in the morning, i think about Harrys favorite color, what Harry said i looked cute in, what Harry bought me. I used to only think about what i liked. It didnt really matter to me if anyone else didnt like it.

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