I woke up by my annoyng alarm,i layed there for a couple minutes until I decided to get up and hoop on maddie's shower as I was starting to strip my clothes I noticed that I was really skinny look at you your fat whore I stopped what I was doing and sit down on the floor by the toilet,then I shiver two fingers inside my mouth and started to hit my throat until I start to vomit.i eventually did so I go up,washed my mouth and hopped in the shower.i washed my hair and boddie and come out and brushed my theets and hair.i got in my suitcase and take my thing out to put on some clothes.
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(Without the hat and the bag pack)
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And some chains
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Today I was going to the mall by myself or with someone idc.i quickly grabbed my little bag pack and put money,and my cigarettes. I was with my phone on my hand and walked downstairs.
To:sup angel An:sup To:where you going An:out To:out where ? An:are you my mom or maddie to ask me those things? To:I was just asking An:k, dont do it again ??:do what? To:hey payton P:sup man,hey angie An:hey payt,and bye guys I really need to go P:where you going? An:mall P:I can drop you off,if you want An:nah,I'll just walk thanks btw
I started to walked out of the house,abt five minutes walking I heard a honk by my side,i then see a red supra.
??:angel,heyyy An:hey payton wassup P:lemme take you to the mall An:its okay I'll just walke there,thanks P:please just get in the car An:k,k
I walked in the car and the whole drive was silent,great. When I realize were at the mall.
An:thanks...here I say as I'm handing him some money for gas P:what you doin An:uhmm..giving you money for gas? P:yeah,no it's okay I dont want him An:just take it payt please P:noop,nuh uh,never in a million years An:well then fine,your lost bye P:wait,wait ,wait,where you going? An:wdym? P:your going without me An:payt I'll be fine P:idc,,I'm bored so I'll just go with you An:k then
We walked into the mall and I finally found sephora.
An:let's go in there. I pointed towards sephora P:please promise me that you won't do experiments on my arms please An:uhmm.... no can do sir
I dragged him to sephora and walked to the make up.i was experimenting different types off dark lip gloss on his arm,I ended up getting a normal lip gloss and a makeup pallet from Jeffrey start the alien one Hudda beauty foundation and concealer a black beauty bledder and black makeup brushes
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The brushes^^
I want to go things really slow on this make up thing just bc I looked great once it doesn't mean I will always be. Payton and I were going to his car and we started to jam to lil peep music (my beamer boy) all the way home when we got there maddie looked at me and then at my bags that I had.then my phone starts to ring .great my pills here we go again.i walked upstairs maddie knowing what I was doing I settle my things and go and grab my cigarettes from my backpack,and go to her window,I finished the cigarettes,apparently maddie ordered us some food I didn't ate bc I didn't want to,so I just stayed in my roo. And quickly fall asleep,bc I was tired.
