My Addiction • Payton Moormeier ♡ •(Discontinued)

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Next day i decided that i wanted to do my makeup so i got up and hoop in the shower,did my business,and sit on maddies vanity.i did my makeup,ngl I'm really good at this,I took a pic and decided to post it.

I was doing alright btw this is your put fit

The reason I always have this kinda big clothes its.. I dont want people to judge me by my weigh so I just hide,anyways so as I was saying I was chillin In ma room until I get a ding from my phone

Thank god it wasn't my ex,yk I have always this fear that hes gonna text me to go for him again ,buuutt I'm not that stupid I wouldn't go for him EVER AGAIN and I mean it tho.i got there payton was having breakfast so I walked to the sink and grabbed a glass of water and take my pills

P:what's that?
An:my uhm..pills
P:what kinda pills if I can ask?
An:my depression ones and the anxiety and the food disorder
P:oh..
An:yea I'm problematic
P:wanna do a tik tok?
An:sure
He then chose the sound and put on the timer

The james Charles one

I didnt know what to do so I just stud there without do anything.he finished and posted it and I walked to my room to do some....UK

I really just think that everything in my life it's like a schedule thing yk like wake up, eat, smoke ,do nothing ,smoke again ,sleep and I'm done with it idk what to do anymore okay it's just since my broke up I'm falling apart,yk what why dont I jump a bridge well that would be fun...

Please if you have any addiction or depression talk to someone dont be ashamed for something witch is normal,and if your feeling suicidal I'm here to talk love youuuuu