My Addiction • Payton Moormeier ♡ •(Discontinued)

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Paytons pov.

I was chilling with alex and ryland when I noticed that angel was live so I got to the live.

Hey guys uhmm,so I wasn't feeling okay so I wanted to go to a walk ,and I decided I dont wanna be here anymore,no matter what everybody does,this pain will never go away(I was crying at this moment) so I'm here at this bridge *shows the bridge * to end it all ,so I just want to say mom ,maddie I love you guys so so much ,its not your fault I'm doing this,its no ones fault ,just dont forget abt me,okay,and paper you can have the things I have in my black and grey suitcase I dont mind at all,and at my funeral I want black and white Roses,and tony if you find my phone I want you to burn my phone bc I dont want everyone to read what I have here,I'm just gonna say  it was my thoughts,so everyone,uhm bye...

And then she ended the live I was speechless,so I started to run as fast as I could,and i saw on top of the bridge i run towards her and embrace her in my harms.she started to cry on my shoulders.

An:why why didnt you let me die please just leave die in peace
P:I'm not gonna let you die
An:I'm so numb,and so in pain,will this pain ever go away..
P:it will but you have to let me help you please
An:no I just want to end my life please
P:no you are going to fight so let's just go home
An:I dont want to
P:come on

I literally dragged her inside the house everyone was at the door waiting for us

M:why did you do that angel
An:I just cant take.it anymore
M:you could told me yk
An:WHAT WOULD I TELL YOU THAT IM A FAT IGLY BITCH WHO GOT CHEATED ON AND BECOME DEPRESSED BC THE GIRL CALLED ME A SLUT AND A WHORE AND THAT INCLUDES DIDNT DESERVE TO LIVE AND THAT I WAS A WAIST OF AIR ,IS THAT WHAT YOU WANTED TO HERE THEN THAT IS
m:I'm-im sorry y/n-
An:save it I dont need anyone's pity

And she walked away towards her room,what I heard rn was just shocking no one deserves to hear another person's saying this type of shut so I walked to her room,she was crying on her bed so I took my shoes and layed besides her and embrace her in my arms,a little bit later I felt her drove off to sleep.
Am I catching feelings??...