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-ˋ₊˚.🍑 🥕‧₊° 🗓:: Vixen's Point Of View ┊͙ ╰┈┈┈┈┈┈┈
i shut my locker after putting my things inside. today was a Monday which i dreaded so much simple fact it's the start of a new week of school. i miss Mary but anytime i try and talk to her she just i don't know gives me this weird look.
i don't wanna say it's because of her boyfriend but she's been acting really weird towards me lately every since she'd gotten with him.
and i haven't spoke to Jahseh since yesterday and i don't plan on it either. i thought he was different and as cliche as that sounds i did. i didn't think he'd be one to discriminate girls based on their race and color but i was wrong obviously.
i know i'm dark skin but i didn't know i was too dark that's probably why boys only ever talked to Mary when i'd literally be standing right next to her. she's so perfect to me i wish i could be just like her. she has two married parents who actually love each other.
a relationship, friends, and a beautiful look to her. she has this golden brown skin with curly hair and i wish i could be her but instead i'm me an ugly dark skin girl that nobody would ever seem to like because i look like midnight in other people's words.
i don't think i'm going to class today i'll probably just walked around the school til i get caught in the tardy sweep. the ringing of the bell filled my ears as everyone scattered off to class as of me just walking.
"Vixen!" i heard behind me. it was Jahseh i knew his voice from anywhere. i liked him a lot that i studied everything about him; what he likes, dislikes, love, and etc. i was weird like that. although he kept calling me i kept walking because i didn't wanna hear his shitty apologize.
"you just gone keep walking." he spoke now walking beside me in the hall. i didn't say anything, i didn't need too. "look i'm sorry for what ever i said that may have made you upset to the point you won't even talk to me." he said. told you, a shitty ass apologize that i don't care for at all.
"bruh you really ain't gone talk to me." he asked pulling on my jacket so i'd stop walking along with him. i looked up at him blankly. "what ever that's what i get for trying with black bitches." he muttered causing me to snatch my arm away from him continuing my walk.
"wait Vixen that's not what i meant." he said. i gave him my middle finger and kept walking down the hall.
✎... author note[s]. nobody comments so here's another update just because.
