Vulnerable

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My eyes felt droopy and my body heavy, as days blended with each other, The torture and manipulation are away at my mind and there plan had yet to succeeded. I didn't sleep at night in fear that would come in again and dry to water log me or hook me up to another car battery, my fear for them was so strong but I respected them. And it was clear now what my greater purpose was, that I couldn't struggle or try to run away anymore and what I had to do from now on.

I lean against the wall as I hum a small tune. One that lyra sung to me when I was scared or when something bad happened, the memory of her smile had long since faded and my life at home had all but disappeared and been replaced with the torture and 'pain' of being stuck down here. Just dreading the moment when they would come back and suck more of my life away, I sat there as dried blood covered my nose and mouth from my face being beat in from biting the white masked one who I've learned is Masky and the other Hoodie.

Now I wouldn't dream of fighting back or defying anymore, they just seemed like they were in the right, at least in there own minds and ways. I sigh as I hear the same boots stomp down the hallway, I swear they only do that to scare me. I look up as they enter the room and the Masky walks up to the table and sets a pack of cigarettes and a lighter down as hoodie stands by the door. "Guess what pest, you get out today, and get to go on a mission" he says with happy sarcasm lacing his words.

I look up I surprise as he walks back over to the wall with the house as I look away and brace myself for the spray, he turns on the hose and let's the water splash down my chest and back. Suprising me at the sudden difference in pressure from before. He washing off my face, water getting into my mouth from my scar making me spit out the water as I cough a couple times, "Hoodie can you get him patched up while I get him some clothes, and when you do it make sure he sees so he can do it himself from now on" Hoodie nods and stands up as masky throws the med kit at him while striding out of the room, hoodie walks up to me and kneels down cleaning my wounds and grabbing a thing's off keys from his pocket I smile just a tiny bit at the thought of using my hands again.

He unlocks them as they fall to my wrist and my legs go limp as the are unlocked to, he disinfects and wraps up my scared wrists and ankles. I look up at him as he stands up, and sets the med kit back down on the table as Masky walks back in with the clothes and a pair of boots. He drops them in front of me and and the both stand there and stare at me as I pick up the clothes and see a pair of faded Jean's, socks goggles and mouth guard a black turtleneck and a pair of boxers.

I look down at the clothes and then back up at them, are they just gonna watch me as I strip completely naked and get dressed...? I swallow and let out a dry cough holding the clothes up to my chest and look away, "Hurry up pest we don't have all day, If we're late that thing will take great pleasure in seeing all of us torn to shreds" I take a shaky breath at his words and looks back at them, opening my mouth to speak.

"C-can you go-to turn arou-ound plea-ase?...." I ask with a voice crack as I keep twitching and spasming every now and then. "Why, is there something you don't want us to see, it's not like we haven't seen the rest of your body" masky deadpans ending the conversation prematurely as I just feel hoodies stare deepen into my body. I look back down and take the boxers from the pile, gently bracing myself as I stand up and gently pulls of my soaking wet boxers trying my best to avoid the bandages wrapping my legs.

I feel there stares on me as my body shakes and my heart bumps so hard I feel like its gonna fly out of my chest, I place the wet boxers on the floor as my body is fully exposed to there sight. Not saying anything but I've always been insecure about my body and down there isn't any different, so to have to grown men spotting me as I'm butt naked made me feel even worse, I pull on the dry boxers and I feel there stare die down a bit as I pull on the Jean's and then the turtle neck, pulling on the blue and gray jeans buttoning them as my boxers are completely covered making me feel just a bit better.

I then pull the turtleneck over my head and down my body covering my stomach and most of my insecurities, I then pull on the socks and boots clumsily tyeing them as I stand back up sliding the goggles and mouth guard on. I then look at them as they just stare for a bit as I twitch awkwardly, after a few seconds they just get up and start walking out the door. What was that about... I follow them out as we walk down a long hall and up some wooden stairs, they unlock a door at the top and then walk through. I look around and see a tiny place with a kitchen and a livingroom with a fireplace and a t.v. the floors were wooden and the walls looked like wood logs giving me the impression that we're in some sort of cabin Somewhere.

I take another breath as, masky tosses a belt at me with the.... hatchets that I used to kill my dad, one old and one new both covered in his blood. "Now we're going into this as a group so get used to those quickly or its your own deathbed pest" Masky growls and he slides a crowbar into a holding on his back and hoodie checks his gun making sure there's enough bullets.

I wrap the bet around my waist with shaky hands as i looked back up at them and then stare as masky and as he makes his way to the door. "Let's go before we're late" he says while hoodie gets up and walks out the door as I just follow along trailing behind him as I hear masky slam the door behind us making me jump a bit and look back and at him, I bit of me realised that I'm kinda in between them as I flush just a bit In embarrassment and a bit of fear. I see them both start to walk and i follow along gripping the turtleneck.

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