maybe she likes chaeyoung. maybe it's really possible to like a same gender like her. maybe she already swing that way because of her. maybe.
just maybe because even how many jisoo didn't said it a loud.
it just shows how jisoo feels happy when she is talking to chaeyoung how she feel giddy when chaeyoung will said she like the older girl company and how jisoo will feel her heartbeat getting fast just the thought of the girl. so cliché right? jisoo wants to denied that but chaeyoung just have to text her last night and called, making her changed her mind that maybe she likes chaeyoung.
jisoo didn't really like to overthink things but she did and she realize how much she messed up right now because she let her heart caught a feelings to someone and now. she didn't want to think about that but she knows how much consequence she have to face right now when she realized that she herself The Great Kim Jisoo just like someone now and worse it have to be Chaeyoung A GIRL. A FUCKING GIRL. SHE CATCH A FEELING TO A GIRL. SHE JUST DO.
fuck.
jisoo facepalmed and looked at the wall clock she decides to go in a park and breathe some fresh air. it's early in the morning so it's perfect to go in the park and to ease her mind.
just her without people and fresh air.
soon she arrived at the park seeing the place empty. she place herself on the swing and look at the deep blue sky. the sun will show up in just hour and this park will get crowded slowly by slowly.
she swing herself slowly looking at the pebbles just underneath her feet she let out a sigh, she can't believe she like a girl now and knowing she is living here in a society that everyone find same sex relationship disgusting. she can't let herself to fall more to chaeyoung because in the first place it is still wrong and in the reality she knows she will start to get hurt and she didn't know if she is ready to experienced or to feel that. she is afraid, honestly this is the first time she feel this way to someone so she didn't know how much she can hold herself.
she felt her phone vibrated in her pocket snapping her from her deep thoughts.
unnie good morning! do you want to eat together?
knowing she developed some feelings to chaeyoung now, a smile automatically painted on her lips she can't stop herself to feel happy when chaeyoung is talking to her, and it sucks.
she expected that chaeyoung is already awake this early because the shoot will starts seven in the morning and it's five now basically they have to get ready. that's life. she just realized chaeyoung is inviting her again and it means she can't decline or ignored her again.
where do you want to eat?
5:43 am
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here in my house unnie if it's okay for you :)
5:44 am
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okay i will bring some foods
5:46 am
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no need unnie i will cook for us, just go here safely okay?
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