Sabrina
I looked out of my door to see if anyone was out. I walked out quietly I only had about a minute until the janitor comes back. I ran the the stairs that lead to the roof. I walked up picked the lock to the door and left a big rock to keep the door propped open. I walked out onto the roof feeling the coolish air hit my skin. I was in ripped skinny jeans and a short sleeve t-shirt. I leaned on the railing and looked down. It was a big hospital and a big drop. I would jump but for some reason a certain Irish boy was clouding my thoughts and I couldn't bring myself to jump. I slowly started singing one of my favorite songs of theirs More than this. I just loved it for some reason. My favorite verse was "if I'm louder would you see me would you lay down in my arms and rescue me". As I got to that part I was about to sing when another voice took over. I turned around to see Niall standing there smiling.
"Nice to see you again Horan" I said sitting down. He walked over and sat next to me.
"You too Lockwell so what are you doing up here?" He asked eyeing me I knew I couldn't tell him the real reason or could I?
"Just clearing my head getting some air what about you?" I asked taking a deep breath in.
"Well my knees been acting up so they are thinking about surgery" he said patting his leg.
"If you didn't jump so much it wouldn't be hurt" I said and he just smirked.
"Ha you've been watching us haven't you" he said and I just shook my head no.
"Yes you have its okay though I've been listening to some dark music" he said smiling.
"What's your full name?" He asked.
"If you must know its Sabrina Lynn Lockwell" I said.
"Well Sabrina Lynn Lockwell what are you in here for what's your story?" He asked turning to me ready for my story.
"Well I was diagnosed with brain cancer when I was 16 years old. Like any teen I thought my life was over. It was just a little spot then and they quickly removed it. I was so happy but on my 18th birthday my happiness faded. My parents and me got into a nasty car accident on our way to my grandmas for my party. Um well they didn't live both died on impact. Well I went into a coma for a few weeks. I hit my head pretty hard. When I woke up I went to stay with my grandma. A few days later I started having aches in my head. Problems with focusing and I got dizzy a lot. Well one night I had a siezure and passed out. I woke up in the hospital with the doctor telling me it was back and bigger. Radiation and Chemotherapy and medicine after medicine. Now I'm still here people telling me I'm going to get better when I know I'm not. I i can feel myself getting weaker I want this to end but I can't help but feel like I'm not suppose to go that I need to live for something" I said looking at my hands. Niall grabbed my wrists lightly and turned them.
"What about these?" He asked tracing my scars slowly.
"I started after my parents died I just felt so alone and it was my only release. I had to stop when I came here or they would surely lock me up in a recovery institute. I kind of miss it though sometimes I still feel alone" I said quietly. He brought my arms up and kissed them lightly.
"Well I guess I'm just going to change that then. No more of this though and no more depression and loneliness. For now on I plan on making you better" he said standing up and pulling me with him. I smiled slightly
"Thanks but I don't know if you can I'm pretty stubborn" I said looking into his blue eyes. He just laughed
"Sabrina Lynn do you know who I am?" He asked lightly smirking. I just smiled and punched his arm
"Cocky much Horan?" I asked then walked towards the door. He walked me to my room
"So are you on break or something?" I asked and he nodded. We reached my room and I stuck my hand out. But instead he pulled me into a hug.
"No more hand shakes. Because hugs make everyone less depressed" he whispered in my ear. As he pulled back he kissed my cheek then ran down the hallway before I could yell at him. For the first time in a while I smiled a huge real beautiful smile. And the reason for that smile was Niall Horan.
Yay chapter two I love this book. Chapter three by tom. maybe. I go back to school on Wednesday so it will take longer to update
