We can't (YJ)

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-We Can't-
Choi Yeonjun

[This is a work of fiction so don't take anything serious here. This is just a part of my imagination and don't expect to much in this story. Sorry for some typograpical and grammatical errors.]

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Y/N's POV

I decided to walk in the street because boredom strikes me inside our house. As I was walking, I notice something on the park so I try to approach and look for it.

I see crowded people here and I look what's happening. I was standing in the back so I tiptoed to look what is it.

I see five good-looking man in the front. I look at the man who is in the middle. I stare at him and realize that it's him.

My heart beats so fast when I see him again. All I can hear is the loud cheering and flashes of camera to them.

He suddenly caught me staring. I try to look away but I can't take off my eyes to him.

He is staring at me and he's expression changed. His smile drops and he put down his microphone.

We stare at each other for a long time and the last memories of us flashes in my mind.

《《《Flashback

"So you will gonna debut as an idol soon, right?" I asked him.

"Yes and I'm really excited! This is my dream!" Yeonjun said exctiedly.

I smile in pain when I realize that we can't be together.

"So we will break soon.." I said to him.

He stop fixing his bag and frowned at me.

"What are you saying.. of course I won't break up with you!" he said and hold my shoulders.

"We can't be together, Yeonjun.. you will be a popular idol soon and I'm just an ordinary girl.. what will your fans think if they will know that you have a girlfriend?" I said to him.

He remove his hands on my shoulder and continue to fix his bag.

"I will just decline the offer, then.." he said make me shock.

"What?!! no! It's your dream! I won't let your dreams ruined by me!!" I shout.

He stop again and look at me.

"I can't lose you, Y/N.. I'd rather be with you than losing you because of my dreams" he said hug me.

I push him away gently that makes him frown.

"I don't want to be the reason why you can't pursue your dreams... I will be glad if you choose your dreams instead of me.." I said and lower my head.

"Why it's so easy for you?.." he whispered.

'It's hard for me to say those words but I dont want to be the wall between you and your dreams'

"It's easy for me because I want to see you happy" I said and breathe heavily.

"Do you think I will be happy if this is going to ruin our relationship?" he said.

"Y/N do you really love me?" he asked me.

I stare at his eyes and I feel my tears are forming in my eyes that makes my vision slightly blurred.

'I really love you so much..'

"I don't love you.." I lied and look away.

"Look at me while saying those words" he said.

I stare at him and my tears drop on my cheeks. I cover my mouth to prevent myself from sobbing to loud.

"I don't want to hear that words from you.. Just say that you can't love me.. I can accept that.." he said while looking down.

I wipe my tears and sniffles.

"We can't.. we can't love each other, Yeonjun.. It'll be hard for us if we still continue this.." I said and sniffles.

"I will just do what you want me to do so I will be grateful for myself even if I don't want to do it.." he said.

"Just always remeber that I will always be here for you not as your lover but as your friend or your fan" I said and smile painfully at him.

I'm smiling towards him while my tears are flowing nonstop.

He hug tightly and I hear his soft sobs. I hug him back and close my eyes.

I will let you go because I can't love you..

End of Flashback》》》

I got into my thoughts and realize that I'm staring at him for a long time. I turn my back and close my eyes before I took one step.

"I love you.." Yeonjun said using the microphone.

I stop and I hear the fans are cheering loudly. I turn around to look at him and he is still looking at me.

I gave him a small smile and shook my head slowly.

"We can't" I mouthed him before running away.

When I'm already far from that place, I stop running and my tears suddenly flows nonstop make me create loud sobs.

I sit and dug my face on my knees.

Why can't we love each other??

Why we didn't make it until last?

It's hard for me to forget you until now.

I love you but I can't love you.

We love each other but We can't be together..

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[Work of Fiction✨]

[This won't really happen in real life because the truth is you're really just a fan :> ]

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