Just Being Fair (BG)

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-Just Being Fair-
Choi Beomgyu

[This is a work of fiction so don't take anything serious here. This is just a part of my imagination and don't expect to much in this story. Sorry for some typograpical and grammatical errors]

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Beomgyu's POV

"Why do you keep closing your eyes? Can you look into my eyes, Beomgyu?" She said in annoyed tone.

"Why? I don't know also." I answered honestly to her.

"You don't know why you keep closing your eyes!-" I cut her of because she misunderstood what I said.

"No not that.. I don't know why I can't look into your eyes.. I just can't." I said while looking down.

"I don't really know why but everytime I close my eyes I just think of some happy moments of us.. Not thinking of this present problems and all I do is to imagine and to dream.. Am I wrong for choosing this thing?" I said and chuckles.

"I dream and imagine as hard as I can but everytime I woke up and see the reality, I realized that I can't close my eyes forever."

"You're really selfish, Beomgyu" she said.

"Making myself happy is being selfish? How bout you, aren't you too selfish also for leaving me? We're just fair so don't complain"  I seriously said while frowning.

"I keep dreaming because I always want to escape in this reality"

"I always dream for you before but now I already dream for myself because I regret putting you in my dreams"

"Calling me selfish is too much, Y/N. It's time for me to live without you. I can do that, Y/N. And I won't also regret it because I'm not the one who cheated and who leaved."

"It's not my fault that I don't love you anymore and It's not my fault that you aren't enough for me" she said while frowning.

"Everything is enough if you know how to be contented" my voice shaken as I answer her bravely.

"You gave up so I gave up, I'm just being fair and I think there's no problem about that" I continued.

"And what's the point of explaining, if your mind says that I'm the wrong one. And why are you even here though? Coming back with your fake innocence and playing the victim role?"

"I'm done with this sh*ts. I need to go" I said and leave her.

'They said love is sacrifice but if you're sacrificing for nothing, you need to give up sometimes'

Giving up became the solution of the problems that I'm afraid to face. I gave up because I was fighting for nothing. My dream was empty because you're a part of it who broke me into pieces, and never even bother to pick up every broken piece of mine.

It's me who glued myself up little by little but it will never be the same as before. Will never be strong enough and can be break again someday.

But I know it isn't my fault because it wasn't me who break it. It's you.

It's you, honey. And if ever you will say to me that I break you too, it's not me because it will be always you.

I'm just being fair here. Because love is game and fairness should be always there. If you will play dirty, it's you who will suffer in the end.

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[Work of Fiction✨]

I know it's too lame and short but I hope it's good enough hehe. love u all.

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