Part 1

94 2 1
                                    

Atsumu arrived at the designated place, he didn't know why Sakusa had asked for him to meet him here. Perhaps it was a date? However, that was not the case. Atsumu had a giddy smile as he walked up to Sakusa and wrapped his arms around the taller males waist.

"What's this about Omi-Omi?"

"Miya," This can't be good, we're back to last names, "I have something to tell you."

"Okay?"

"I want to break up."

What had brought upon this decision?

It was around 12 am Sakusa had wandered over to a bar to find the one and only Ushijiima having a drink.

"Wakatoshi?"

"Ah Sakusa, how are you?"

"I am well, may I ask why you are here?"

"Satori had brought me here for 'bonding' however he had seemingly left me."

"Well we might as well make the most of this."

They both had a couple of drinks and they eventually had decided to go back to Sakusa's, not with ill intent at first, although it did eventually lead to that.

Sakusa woke up the next morning not with guilt but seemingly relieved of no longer lying to himself that he actually loved Atsumu but he now knew where his heart lied. His heart would forever be with Wakatoshi and he could not change that fact no matter how hard he tried, that night was proof of that.

Sakusa left a note before leaving to the cliff, this was merely gonna be him trying to get air but eventually leading to him figuring that he should break up with Atsumu instead of leading him on. The note had read 'Hey love, sorry went out to see the sun-rise. Be back later' .

Ushijima had instantly believed what the note said yet was feeling regretful after that night. It was wrong to sleep with someone else's lover. He was a homewrecker by choice but could he ever have resisted the charms of Sakusa's looks and voice. After all, he was the one who had decided to pursue Ushijima, not the other way around.

"Wait why? Was I too clingy?"

"No it is not that Miya."

"Then what was it!?"

"I merely had no feelings for you from the beginning. My heart has simply begun beating for another."

"Did I really mean nothing to you?" Atsumu had eventually started to cry,"I understand you do not want to lead me on but couldn't you let me down easier?" He began to sob, it affected him so much and he knew it wasn't his fault. Yet to find out that all this time Sakusa had faked everything,

Every night Sakusa and him stayed up to talk about things.

Every time they would go on dates and Sakusa would kiss his hand.

Every single time they did anything together had been a facade and he had another lover. A lover who he did not know of.

"Who is it?"

"Hm?"

"Who managed to start that cold heart?"

"Ah, Wakatoshi."

"Oh wow, that's even better. It's another volleyball player."

Sakusa left. He could not handle the facial expression that was on Atsumu's face. However, just before he left he saw it. Atsumu was on the edge of the cliff, he had tear stained cheeks. Sakusa had thought he was looking at the sunset but not before seeing Atsumu stumble and start falling drastically to the bottom of the cliff.

"ATSUMU!!"

Atsumu was falling yet he did not feel scared or worried. He felt relieved that he was going to be away from this one-sided love and away from all the trauma that could be caused by this. His tears mixed with the air.

That was before he started to think of Osamu and Suna . Would they be heartbroken to hear the news or would they not care. Would Osamu be broken from missing his other half?

He thought he would find out in heaven. 

Sunrise - SakuAtsu and AtsuYaku {Haitus}Where stories live. Discover now