strawberries and secrets | p.jm & j.jk

Chapter 21: one night stand

It's kinda unedited sorryy 👉👈

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Jimin Pov

It was 1 in the afternoon and we just finished showering. I looked over seeing Jungkook wince in pain when he sat down on the bed. I felt bad maybe I shouldn't have been that rough on him.

"You okay" I asked drying my black locks with the towel.

He looked at me with blank expression," what do you think"

I giggled getting up to stand in front of him," get used to it because when i stop topping you'll be looser than me" I said holding his chin.

He blushed looking away from me," you're really a shameless bitch"

"I know i am"

"Jimin you don't know what you've started when i get that ass of yours, you'll definitely end up pregnant"

I blushed as he caged me underneath him in the bed.

"can we have a serious talk?"

He nodded as he got off me sitting before me waiting for what I have go say. I gulped not knowing how he would feel about what I had to say.

"The real reason why I came back to Korea"

Jungkook sat up in front of me with a curious look on his face."Jiyoung proposed to me" I said quietly.

I noticed how he tensed up at my words and his expression changed to one of confusion.

"But last night why did we-"

"He cheated on me so i left" I said looking out the hotel window playing with the hem of my shirt.

"That's terrible Jimin" he said looking down. I mustered up the courage i had knowing if i didn't say it now he'd be mad at me.

"I have to go back to Busan, I think you should figure out things with Nara before we date each other"

"But Jimin what was the point of last night"

"my brother will call the FBI if I'm not back by tommorow like I promised and i want to take things slow last night was me missing you"

"So late last night i wasn't thinking we should've never done that"

I noticed how Jungkook avoided my eyes he let out a feigned laugh,"to think all these years i missed you but maybe it was a mistake"

"Jungkook you know i love you"

"Then why won't you let me love you then" he raised his voice making me jump. "Look i love you jimin why are you questioning your feelings"

"I want to marry, i want to have kids with you Jimin but your pushing away"

"If you don't love just tell me right now and you'll never see me again"

"Jungkook-"

"That's good enough Jimin we'll both act like nothing happened last night okay" he said his tears falling pulling at the strings of my heart.

" but ju-"

I watched him grab his phone and keys and unlock the door.

"Please don't leave me I'm just scared" I cried hugging his back. Finally after so many years i for once admitted i was scared. Scared of what people have to say. Scared of the judgment.

"Don't leave me Jungkook please" My voice cracked wetting the back of his shirt with my tears.

"I know i just left and I'm sorry I'm just a sad broken person" i sobbed.