Monster Within [ Killua Zoldyck x Reader ]

Two: Help

Killua gulped and looked away from the female. His expression darkened slightly. "You should probably go. I'm a monster you know." He chuckled dryly and he scratched the back of his neck.

The female frowns and walks over towards the male, causing him to shrink back into the corner. "You aren't a monster, Killua." She reaches out hesitantly and goes to pat his head. He grabs her wrist and pushes it against her chest, shaking his head... "Please don't." She smiles and nods, sitting down some-what next to him. "I'm here to help you, Killua. I heard about what happened and I'm here for you. Just gotta trust me." (Y/N) giggles softly and looks over at him.

The male scoffs and looks away. "You really want to die then, huh? You can't stop it once it comes out."

She looks back at him with an unimpressed look on her face. "Just shut up and accept my gratitude! I'll have you know I'm doing this job for free! Since I just wanted to help." She sighs. "Guess I'll just take the chocolate I brought and lea-" She looked over towards the albino to see him giving her the biggest puppy dog eyes she's ever seen. "...Never mind... please stay, Dr (L/N)..."

She puffs out her chest proudly and places her hands on her hips. "Works every time!" Killua sweatdrops and looks away, embarrased. His electric hues fixing themselves on the tiled wall once again.

(Y/N) smiles bright at him and goes over to a plastic bag placed onto the floor by the door and pulls out a Chocolate Robot, then goes over to Killua, handing it to him. She winks and puts a finger over her lips. "I snagged it since it usually helps people feel better."

He looks at it with wide blue eyes that slowly began to gloss over with hot tears that streamed down his skinny and pale face. "Uh... thanks.."

She nodded and looked at him one more time before lifting the bag and opening the door. "Stay strong, okay?"

He wipes his face and nods, staring at the little chocolate robot he was given and smiled. Even if she's faking it, at least I have something besides slop for once.. and even if its poisoned I'll live.

'Idiot. She was probably paid to be nice. Who in the right mind would want to be nice to a monster?'

He sighed and ran his hair through his messy, long hair. Suddenly feeling the urge to sleep.

He plopped down and took off his shirt, covering the robot with it then curling up beside it, resting his head on his arm. He stared at his white t-shirt until he felt his eye-lids getting heavier until they closed. Allowing the male to fall into a deep sleep.

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He was awoken by the sound of the heavy metal doors closing and a tray of food being set down.

He slowly sits up and rubs his eyes before going towards the tray of food.

Egg slop again. He sighed and picked up the tray and setting it in his lap. The albino picked up the fork and scooped some of the eggs into his mouth. He looked over towards the shirt once again, and thought to himself.

'I wonder why she's so nice to me...'

'She'll probably come back today and beat you.'

He looked down and shook his head.

'Probably'

He walked back over to the shirt and slowly lifted it to make sure the robot is still there.

It was.

He sighed in relief and let his lips curl into small smile.

'Why is it so important to you anyways?'

Killua just ignored the voice and grabbed the worn out ball the guard gave him about a year ago and threw it at the wall with a bit of force. Catching it when it bounces back.

'Oh? Ignoring me now?'

'Shut up.'

He growled and sat down, hugging his knees. The voice growing more annoying.

The male spent the next two hours working out and playing catch with himself.

I mean, he gotta stay fit, he doesn't want to get weak, since they upgrade the torture a lot.

Killua hears loud stomps and yelling, which means it's time right now.

He sets down the tray and looks at the door, standing up.

Just on time, the door slams open and the two guards grab him and take him down the hall, yelling in his face.

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Killua trembled on the ground, his open wounds leaking blood onto the already stained ground.

He cursed under his breath as his bloody hand left stains on his shirt as he leaned onto it. He looked down at his badly injured hand.

Killua grunts in pain and hugs his hand close to his bare chest. His other hand cupping his mouth as blood poured out of it.

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He heard a gasp come from the front of the room and footsteps approaching his weak figure.

"Killua!"

His eyes widened as he looked towards the voice, it's the girl from yesterday. His vision slowly darkened as he reached out his hand.

He would've yelled out to her, called out her name

But he didn't have the the tongue to do so anymore.