(Smarty's POV)
I ran to my room and sat on the bed holding my head. He doesn't like you, he can't you're pathetic, you don't even like guys.. Except him.. No not him! You are over him! No you really aren't you're just acting like it.
"Yes I am!" I growl at myself.
"Smarty!" I hear Galm yell, I let him in.
"You okay?" He asks, I nod.
"Sure.. That's why you're yelling.." He says, I shrug.
"Smarty.. Come on what is it?" He asks.
"Remember when I told you that I liked someone but it wasn't a girl?" I ask.
"Yea.." He says.
"Yea.. Well.." I say.
"It's Tom isn't it?" He asks.
"Yea.." I rub the back of my neck.
"I knew it! As soon as he told us he was gay your face lit up but then went pale!" He says like a know-it-all.
"Yea because I just spent the last three months trying to get over him and now he comes out as gay!" I say.
"I'm sorry dude.." He says and I just hold my head again.
"You should get ready for tonight.." He says, I nod and start getting ready as he leaves a few minutes later Tom walks in, he looks at me then grabs his clothes and heads to the bathroom. Once he comes out we leave.
"Let's party like it's 1999!!" Chilled yells, I roll my eyes at him and walk off to get a drink.
"Hey cutie.." I hear behind me, I turn around and look at a short blonde girl.
"Hi.." I smile at her, she giggles and gets closer.
"You're adorable.." She says, I back up a bit.
"Thanks.." I say then I look behind her, I can see Ze trying to stop Tom from heading to the bar, Chilled trying to stop Ze and Galm is just shaking his head and walking off.
"So.. How about we get a little drunk and get out of here?" She asks.
"You seriously would rather have drunk sex then meaningful loving sex?" I ask.
"Drunk sex is more fun.. And half the time you don't remember it.." She smiles.
"No Thanks.." I say and walk off with my drink, I then see Ze let Tom go, wait was he holding him back only until I left?!
"Let's get this party started!" The DJ yells and plays a song, I sit on a chair and drink the thing I ordered. Once Im done with that, I start dancing around, I find a group and they dance with me, a few hours pass and I look around for my friends, I find Ze dancing in a corner.
"Smarty!" He says when he see's me. I smile at him, he's smiling but then it drops when he looks behind me.
"Ze?" I ask.
"I'm sorry.." He says to me then walks past me, I get confused and go to turn around but I get pulled in a different direction, I see Ze looking at me sadly and I keep wondering what's going on, then I get pushed into a room and the door slams shut and person stands in front of me I look up at them, it's Tom.
"Tom?" I ask.
"You.. Me.. Talk.. Right Fucking Now!" He growls at me.
"About?" I ask, I can smell alcohol on his breath so I know he's drunk.
"You avoiding me.. I don't like it.." He says.
"We already talked about this.." I say.
"I want the real reason.." He growls.
"That was the real reason.. I thought you liked one of us.." I say.
"And then you ran away when I asked what would you do if I did.." He says, well he has a point.
"What is your problem with me being gay?!" He asks.
"I don't have one!" I say, he grabs me by the collar.
"Then what is your problem with me maybe liking you? Maybe liking one of you.. I mean.." He says.
"I don't have one!" I say again. He pushes me against the wall. Oh this is going to be bad..
"Then why do you keep running away?" He asks. I look in his eyes, this is getting through his drunkness, this is serious, my eyes wander down his face to his mouth, it's slightly open. Oh just kiss me..
(Tom's POV)
Kiss him.. No! I can't do that.. Right? Yea all of you would like that sure.. But he wouldn't.. I'm drunk, I probably wont remember it, I can pretend it never happened.. Kiss him..
"Tom?" He asks.
"What?" I ask snapping out of it.
"I keep running away cause I'm scared okay? I'm scared of the truth.." He says.
"Okay.." I say, I don't let go of him, I keep him against the wall.
"Can I go now?" He asks.
"You shouldn't be scared of the truth.. Sometimes it hurts yea but other times it could be the best thing ever.." I say.
"I know but..." He looks down.
"But what?" I ask.
"Smarty?" I ask after a bit of him not answering.
"John.." I say after more waiting.
"You wanna know the truth?" He asks.
"Yes.." I say, he looks up at me and leans in and then..
"TOM!" My head jolts up from my bed, Smarty is standing over me laughing, Chilled is glaring at me.
"What?" I ask.
"It's one o'clock in the afternood get up!" Chilled growls.
"What happened last night?" I ask.
"After you drug Smarty off we found you both on the floor in a random room his head was on your chest and you were cuddling him.." Chilled explains.
Was all that a dream? But it felt real.. He was about to kiss me! What happened last night?! Do any of you know?! I need to remember this!
Was it all a dream? But Smarty remembers part of it too.. Hmmm You will just have to wait and see..
LOVE YOU!!
