❤︎GANG LIFE❤︎ - Josh Richards and Nessa Barrett Love story !!

❤︎ Chapter 4 ❤︎

As promised this is chapter two !!

Nessa's POV
It was already 8:37 josh was supposed to be here by now . Did he bail on me ? Does he think I'm annoying ? What if he hates me ? Does he really love me ? Those thoughts were consuming my mind . I was thinking whether I should text him or not , but when I was about to text him I got a notification ... it said - Romi r/l (idk his last name) was found dead near oak park where he lives . Reporters speaks : "he was found dead at 8:02 , shot by the well known , josh Richards , romi speaks saying he was trying to get revenge for taking his long time bestfriend Caleb rock . And that's when I knew . It was me . I did this . Did josh really have to do that though ? Yes . Of course he did . The 18 year old boy I thought I liked murdered an innocent young man for stealing his longtime bestfriend . No . I don't think that's the reason . He wouldn't have just did that to him for no absolute reason . It was me . And I shut down my thoughts when a rock was thrown at my window . And it was him . Josh Richards . He yelled my name to come up since mother wouldn't like him coming through the front door .
Josh - "Nessa can I come in ?"
Nessa -"hurry up we need to talk ." I said
Josh came up with grey Nike sweats and a drew teal hoodie :

Once he came up I slapped him directly in his face . Then he spoke out .
Josh - "what the hell was that for nessa !" He whispered yelled .
Nessa - "that's for murdering him . Romi . Are you crazy !? He is an innocent and I know for a matter of fact that , he stole your childhood bestfriend wasn't the reason so please tell me why you did that ."
Josh -"Nessa I don't think I can tell you here Ness ."
When he said that he pulled me near the window , he jumped out and landed on the ground of our property , I soon jumped but ended up almost falling but josh catched me , I landed in his arms , but for some reason I felt safe , I never really felt like this with any other dude I dated . Josh ran to his car , me still in his arms . He let me go , so I could go in the passenger seat . Once we got in his car he drove off to the park near my house .
Nessa -" please just tell right now josh , was it because of me !? Because you are so in love with me ?"
Josh -" ...."
Nessa -" josh please answer me , now !"
Josh -" okay ! I did it because I LOVE YOU !! I love every single thing about you !! Okay nessa !? Is that what you wanted me to say !? Because god nessa , I love you , but when you rejected me , I felt anger , I took it out on him !! OKAY !?"
Nessa -"then why didn't you tell me you felt that way !? You could have said something . BUT NO YPU JUST HAD TO DO THAT !! Josh I love you and I always have ever since but this isn't you . Josh in middle school you were the teachers pet but now you are just a boy that is in a gang ! WHAT THE HELL CHANGED YOU !?"
Josh -" i- i don't know okay !? Nessa you said you didn't feel the same why are you telling me this now !?"
Nessa -"please stop yelling at me ."
Josh -"I'm sorry I didn't meant to hurt you"
Nessa -" I'm scared , scared of getting hurt by you because you are in that scary gang , and if I get with you I will end up dead because of you-"
I was soon cut off my josh Richards smashing his lips on mine , I soon kissed back . His lips were soft and gentle , it started to get really serious . I don't want it to end but I didn't want to get in trouble so I pulled away .
Josh -"why did you stop ness ?"
Nessa -"I'm sorry I don't want to get in trouble"
Josh -" don't worry you won't , let's just keep this a secret . Please ?"
Nessa -"yes josh but that means I can't hang out tomorrow , it's a Sunday"
Josh -"ness willyougoonadatewithme ?"
Nessa -"what ? Slow down"
Josh -" Nessa will you go on a date with me ?"
Nessa -"of course I will but that means I can't kiss you during school ."

Hiii loves I'm sorry I haven't posted this but l couldn't really focus since I was running !! I'll write again tomorrow . Love you !!

Question of the chapter : if you were to move , where would you move ? Me : LA California !!