❤︎GANG LIFE❤︎ - Josh Richards and Nessa Barrett Love story !!

❤︎ Chapter 5 ❤︎

Nessa's POV

Monday :
Today was Monday , meaning I have to go to school . Monday's are just me being bullied by josh and hanging out with the girls . ( Dixie Da'melio , Charli Da'melio , Avani Gregg , Addison Rae , Mads Lewis , and Lauren Kettering . ) They have helped me through everything , me being bipolar , and having depression , while still being bullied by josh and the little gang . The girls are bullied by them too , which means we get abused by them all the time , but I don't know whether that will change once we go to school , it might since I'm secretly dating josh , but boys are boys and they always change around 'the boys' .

Skip past time ~

I entered the school and as soon as I went to my lockers the girls came up to me with bruises either on their face , or stomach . I wonder what happened to them , I know the boys did it , but what did they do , usually they get hit for talking back but they stopped because they didn't want to get abused by them .

Addison -"Nessa !! Did josh asl you out ?!"
Nessa -"n-no w-why ? why are you all bruised ?!"
Avani -" w-well w-we w-we-"
Dixie -" what she is trying to say is that we were all walking over here when the sway boys all asked us out and we said no , but when we did say no they got mad and either punched us in the stomach or slapped us ."
Nessa -"who asked each other out !?"
Addison -" Bryce asked me out , griffin asked Dixie , Jaden asked Mads , chase asked Charli , Anthony asked avani , and jack asked Lauren ."
Nessa -"okay are you guys okay ? Did they do anything else ? okay- okay , we are going to have a girls night tonight and I don't care if it's a school night ."
TG - (the girls)
TG -" yessss"
Nessa -"shhh it's time for class see y'all soon buy right now I have science with josh and Charli , I'll see the rest of y'all in my other classes ."

I was walking into science with Charli when I saw josh just staring at me , Bryce went and whispered into his ear but I don't know what he said , I wonder what he said .

During class I was just being stared at by the boys , Jaden he was talking to the other girls in front of him , and he looked genuinely happy , he never seems that way .

After class ~
Josh took me to the janitors , as soon as we entered he kissed me , of course I kissed back but he stopped after 2 seconds and he said -
Josh -"I'm sorry Nessa"
I was so confused but then I just realized he punched me in the stomach , slapped me in face , kicked my legs , and left . That's it . He left me there laying in pain . I was so hurt . But just as I thought he would have changed . He didn't . Oh how wrong I was . After like 5 minutes , I got the guts to get up and go to my next class , where I only have josh , Jaden , and Anthony in it . I felt so relieved that Anthony was there because he was the only nice one , he was like my bestfriend but in secret because he didn't want to be exposed by the boys for having his nudes leaked . He always talked to me in secret about avani , the only time he slapped her was in front of the boys , other than that he never really abused her .

Anthony -"Nessa , is avani okay ? I didn't mean to hurt her that bad , I saw her run to the bathroom , I heard her and the other girls trying to help the bruises but all I heard was her wincing in pain . I'm sorry I hurt her-"

Nessa -"ant she's okay she gets why you hurt her but she doesn't get why you don't just speak up to the boys ."

Anthony -" I know , I know , it's just I can't tell her or she will think I'm an f-boy for doing what I did . I should have never showed the boys . I thought I trusted them at first but now they are just being selfish . I don't like our gang it's- , it's just so disgusting hurting girls just for there body ."

Nessa -" I know any but I have to tell you something so important , promise me you won't tell the other boys ."

Anthony -" I promise but hurry josh can't catch me talking to you ."

Nessa -"I'm dating josh but secretly and he's acting so different around me and the boys , it's like I don't matter to him , I'm just his wing girl . I don't like that but I got to go before I get caught talking to you ."

Anthony -"okay bye ."

Skip past time ~

I hear a rock being thrown at my window and as soon as I get out of bed I see josh , great . Will I be abused . Maybe . Am I afraid . No . I'm used to it honestly .

Josh climbs up and enters my room ; I'm too hurt and tired so I just lay back down under the covers . Alone .

Josh -" I'm sorry Nessa , you know I am"

Nessa -" do I really ? Because you said you loved me , now I'm just thinking I'm just your wing girl . I'm not an object Joshua . I'm a girl ."

Josh -" i know your not but i don't want Bryce taking over my spot , I'm supposed to be leader , for my father , even though he abused me , I still love him ."

He kissed me . He kissed me . But I just felt safe again . It's like it's too difficult to stay away from him .

Nessa -"fine but I want cuddlesss"

Josh -"of course princess , you mean the world to me ."

Nessa -" I like that name . It has a nice ring to it . But can you not hit me at school ? It really hurts josh , my mom asked me what happened and I just told her but she thinks that you are a real bully and she honestly just hates you ."

Josh -"fine I'll atop but you have to make bruises with your little makeup thingy ."

Nessa - "fine but I want some kissessss , please"

Josh -" of course princess , you know once we go to college, I'm going to make you pregnant , just watch ."

Nessa -"HAHAHAHAHA , I hope" * I whisper *

Josh -" I heard that . Okay goodnight babygirl"

Nessa -" goodnight joshy"

Well this was long . Okay but this was fun to write . Hope you guys like it !! Thanks for voting on my chapter I really appreciate it . I'm going on vacation tomorrow , so i might not post .

Question of the chapter : if you were to change where you were born , where would it be ? Me : definitely Toronto Canada . If you might know josh was born there and I really want to meet him and Nessa .

Okay bye my loves !! <3