A/N - I'm sorry I haven't updated !!
Nessa's POV
Recap - When I heard the sway boys coming over I was immediately punched in the face by josh . It all went black , until I woke up in a bedroom . Specifically a boys room . As soon as I looked around I realized . "this is josh's room" I said under my breath . The door knob twisted open revealing-
The door opened revealing josh . He was about to kiss me again but I moved my head to the side so he would kiss my cheek . He stared at me until I spoke up .
Nessa - "why am I in your room josh ? You literally punched me in the face ."
Josh - "I'm sorry what was I supposed to do !? Let you get beat up by the boys !? You would have been in the hospital if it wasn't for me !?"
Nessa - "why are you yelling at me !? All I asked was why am I here !? No need to yell ."
Josh - "your right in sorry"
Nessa - "YOUR SORRY. THE josh Richards is sorry !? I'm literally in YOUR room in YPUR clothes ."
Josh - "I brought you here so you won't get hurt because the boys don't have emotions ! I brought you here because I care about you ness . Ever since I left you , I have been abused !! I'm in this gang because my father . I have to be the leader for him !? And if I don't lead the sway boys , I will get hurt and so will you , so don't say I'm not sorry"
Nessa -"..."
Josh -"that's it you are not going to say something ? Nessa I brought you here because I needed to tell you something that I have kept for years and I couldn't wait to tell you yesterday but the boys came and ruined my moment . Janesa Jaida Barrett I have loved you since the start of 7th grade and I have never stopped . At first it was a little crush but now the I realize it . It's always been you . I have had one night stands with almost the whole population of girls in the school and I have never met someone so genuine and smart . Yeah sometimes I can be an a$*hole but deep down I love you janesa Barrett-"I cut him off by saying :
Nessa -" josh I don't think I feel the same way about you , yeah I liked you in 8th but I lost feelings and I'm over you and your gang so please leave me alone and let me go back home before my mom calls the police ."That was a lie . I still loved him , I just don't want to get hurt by him since he is the most dangerous boy in the school . And I definitely don't want to get caught up in his little one night stands .
Josh - "Nessa I literally just confessed my feelings and I'm just going to get rejected . By my gang , Nessa I love you and all but come on I just confessed , but if you want I'll just leave you be . Come on you have to be home right now or I'll get caught into drama with the boys and they will think something is up between us ."
And with that he grabbed his keys . Nessa why do you have to be so selfish . He just confessed his feelings and you are just going to reject him . Wow . Big move Nessa . But it's not like I love him , I do but I don't want to get hurt by him .
He dropped me off back home and I got dressed into a hoodie and some nike pros :
As soon as I got changed I put josh's clothes in my dirty laundry basket . It smelled like him and I wanted to wear all day but I can't let him know I like him or he will ask me out and I
don't want to hurt his feelings by telling I don't want to get hurt by him . When I reached my bed , I closed my eyes and fell asleep .NEXT MORNING / SUNDAY :
I woke up to someone throwing rocks at my window . I checked my phone and it said 4:39 am . WHO THE he*l is up this EARLY . I went to go check who it was and it was the one and only josh Richards .
Josh -"ness can I come up ? My aunt kicked me out again and I have no where to sleep ."
Nessa - " AGAIN ! What did you do thus time ? mhm ? But hurry before my mom comes and sees it's you . She'll think something of it ."
Josh -"thank you !! And let's just say I didn't clean my room :)"
Josh comes in and jumps on my bed . He snuggles up and takes off his shirt leaving him shirtless . I stare at his bare chest until he notices .(I cringed writing this)
Josh -"whatcha looking at ness"
I smack his head leaving him in pain ( I'm in payayayain , I'm sorry I just had to . BTW GO STREAM PAIN BY NESSA !! And cop her new pain merch !! I got her merch and I'm so excited !! ) I lay in bed looking the opposite way he's looking at . As soon as I closed my eyes I was in deep sleep .A/n - HAHAHAHA I'm sorry I didn't lost for a while !! I promise I'll make it up by writing two chapters next chapter !
Question of the chapter - if you were to live with a famous tiktoker , who would it be ? Me : josh richards
Btw thank you so much for adding my story to your list !! It literally means the world !! Bye buds !! See you next chapter ! ❤︎ OMGG MY LITERAL IDOL THAT I WAS INSPIRED TO WRITE THIS BOOK PUT MY BOOK IN HER LIST !! AHH go follow her and read her books !! chabel_34
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FanfictionNessa is a 17 year old girl , living the best life she could possibly have , once her old classmate from middle school changes into a gang leader , called the sway boys / girls . The famous josh Richards soon kidnaps her . Nessa Barrett has had the...