I Fell for My Rapist?

Living In A Hell Hole

Jessica's p.o.v-

After laying in Ryan's arms for half an hour I went and got back in the shower. He's the best thing that's happen to me in all honesty. He makes me happy when I don't want to be happy. He treats me well, and he's as sweet as can be. But things seem different here lately.. He seems.. Distant. I don't know why. Hopefully it doesn't mean anything, maybe if I give him a little space things will be good again.

"Hey, I gotta go into town real quick. I'll be back soon."

"Okay, before you go, what do you want me to make for dinner?" I said shutting the water off and grabbing a towel.

"It doesn't matter, anything will do."

"Alright." I said as I walked into our room.

I had just gotten my clothes when I heard the door close. I finished getting dressed and headed to the kitchen. I decided we were going to have spaghetti. I took the meat out and put it in the sink with hot water to thaw out. I went into the living room to watch tv until the meat was ready. My favorite show, The Big Bang Theory, was on. I love Sheldon, his character is so funny and quirky.

Danielle's p.o.v-

I can't believe He really thinks he can win my over. He's such a pig. How does he expect me to like him the least bit if I don't even know him. With rage boiling within, I take a moment to look around. There's nothing down here for me so I decide to look in the boxes. The first one I open has a couple sketch books, some pencils, paints and brushes, and some colored pencils. The second and third boxes have some books, there were all sorts. There were drawing books, cook books, and actual books to read. The fourth box had old pictures, of the people who live here I assume. Maybe I'll ask him about the pictures, but I'll save that for another day. The last box had lots of old clothing. I found some sweat pants and a t-shirt. Lord knows how long they've been down here, so I did a thorough check for bugs and whatnot before changing into them. They were pretty big, but overall comfier than my jeans and shirt. I finished going through the clothes and found that there were plenty of things for me to wear. I went to the bathroom to see what I had, towels, soap and a couple rolls of toilet paper, that was it. I'm going to have to make a list or something, because I'm not living like a pig for the time being. That won't fly. I went to the box with the art supplies and got a sketch book and a pencil. I made my way to the mattress and began making a list of what I'd need. I had to pee and was about to head back to the bathroom when I heard the door. 'Daddy' stumbled in carrying some blankets, McDonald's, and a grocery bag.

"Here are the blankets you requested." He said tossing them on the mattress "And here's your dinner. I didn't know what you'd want so I got you a plain cheeseburger and some fries and a Mountain Dew. I also got you some clothes, but I see you've found some." He said looking from me to the boxes.

"Uhm, yeah, thanks." I said picking up the list. "If you expect me to live in this hell hole I'm going to need the things on this list. And one more thing, how do you expect me to wash my clothes?"

"Just wash them in the tub. I'll bring some rope tomorrow and hang it up so you can dry them. That should work." He said eyeing me.

"Alright."

"So this is all you need, anything you wanna add?" He said looking at the paper.

"Mhm.. that's all. But maybe a watch or something to keep up with the time? I know I don't need it, but I'd like to know the time."

"We'll see. I'll be back with your stuff sometime tomorrow. I'll also be bringing some food because I won't always be able to bring food."

At a lose for words I just nodded my head. With nothing more to say he turned and walked up the steps. I heard the door lock and the heavy steps of his boots soon faded into nothing... I don't ever hear him once he leaves, so I guess.. I'm somewhere alone? There's not much I can do with that conclusion so I went pee and came back to eat my food. I usually don't like McDonald's, but it wasn't half bad considering how hungry I was. I was feeling gross so I got in a bath, my mind quickly went to back home. I miss my parents and my brother. I don't know how long I've been gone, but it feels like forever. I wonder if daddy has made it home yet. I also miss Tanner, he's my best friend, but he's also my crush. He's the best thing to come into my life. He's hilarious, and he totally gets me. I can see his tall lean figure, with his short brown hair, and that amazing smile that's just the cutest. His voice and smile together just make my heart melt. The thought of actually having a chance with him sends my heart racing. But we're friends.. I have no chance with him. I was getting tired so I finished up and went to lay down, Tanner being the last thought before I slipped into a deep sleep.
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