Truth was just hiding
Every part of it were breaking
And every broken pieces must be fix
Are you willing to take the risk?
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Was that....a truth? Damn.That girl must be lying!
I suffered so much, weren't those pains enough?
How dare that girl to confused my mind!
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I was preparing for my dinner when I suddenly heard my phone's ringtone.Dis oras na ng gabi, sino ang tatawag ng ganitong oras?
"Hello?"
"Hi.Are you Laliana Shioven? The girl who were raped five years ago?" I was stunned.
Hearing those words...still heartbreaking.
"Who are you? W-Why...Why did you know that? Answer me!" I shivered in fear.
Bakit niya alam? B-bakit-
No! Iilan lang ang nakakaalam ng lihim na 'yon.Hinding hindi 'yon ipagsasabi ni Clairen, lalong lalo na ni Samel, may tiwala ako sa kanila.
But who the hell is this girl?
She sighed, "Trust never dies, be careful how to see if it was truth or a lie" huh? "Do you even know who's the guy?" nanghahamon na tanong ng babae mula sa kabilang linya.
"No.And who?" naguguluhan ko'ng tanong "Teka nga, sino ka ba? Gabing gabi na.Bakit ka tumawag?"
Narinig ko ang pagtawa nito,
"My identity doesn't matter.But the guy's does"
"Are you kidding me?! Don't fool me around!"
I shouted with an irritated voice."Came from the woman who never notice that she's been being fooled by the man she really loves..."
"What-
"Ysamel...the guy named Ysmael.He is currently your boyfriend or should I say beloved fiancé?"
N-no...
Please S-samel...I trust you...
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No...No, Yna.He loves you, too.I guess.
I heard a knocked as the thoughts in my mind washes away.I didn't know why I felt a huge bur pricking my heart,I called him after the girl told me everything kaya siguro ang ang bigat bigat ng loob ko.
"Y-Yna..." bigla n'ya nalang akong niyakap..What a sweet guy.Hindi talaga sumablay na pakiligin ako.
I caressed his head, down to his back ang tapped it.Ramdam ko ang panginginig niya, marahil dahil sobrang lamig sa labas.I tightened my hug...sana hindi 'yon totoo.
"Ikaw talaga'ng lalaki ka haisyt you can still visit me tomorrow,ayan tuloy nanginginig ka sa lamig.Baka magkasakit ka n'yan.You are very stubborn, mabuti ako ang girlfriend mo."
may mag aalaga sayo kahit na makulit ka.."By the way Samel, I have something to tell but before that,magbihis ka muna.Basang-basa ka oh.Magtitimpla muna ako ng kape para mainitan ka." Sana lang mali ang sinabi ng babaeng yo'n, I can't lose you.."Yes ma'am!"
Umiling nalang ako dahil sa kakulitan niya.He really needs coffee, lumalabas na naman ang kakulitan niya dahil nalamigan tsk.
Samel and I always wanted to drink instant coffee,so weekly,we always included instant coffee on our groceries list.It's good and delicious,saka hindi na kailangan gumamit ng coffee maker.Thermos will do.
Habang nagtitimpla ako, naramdaman ko ang mainit na bisig na yumakap sa'kin mula sa likuran.I can smell his natural scent,my favorite scent.
I leaned my back on his chest while feeling the warmth of it.I also felt how his heart beating so fast and it comforts the tense inside me.
I faced him, hindi ko na kaya'ng tiisin.Even if I don't want to ask, I have to.This question have been bothering me "S-Samel...you do know what happened 5 years ago, right?" He nodded.I sighed "Someone told me...ahm....s-she said.." why does questioning him about this, about the guy who harassed me,is that hard?
I saw how his eyes widened.
H-huh? No...e-effin way....
"S-Samel, don't tell me..." he nodded again and again.Bakit ikaw pa? Bakit kung kailan mahal na kita?
"Let me e-explain...baby p-please listen to me...I didn't know it was you,I would never do that to you Laliana,to anyone.So please? Listen up b-baby?" So my S-Samel..that was really h-him...
"But you did! What the hell was that?! S-Samel I t-trusted you,all of you.." my voice cracked "I embraced all your flaws,I accepted the you.So why the hell did you exploited my love for you?! Why did you manipulated me just because you know that I love you more than myself?!" my body is shivering while staring right into his eyes "Ahhh...Why did I even trust you in the first place,right? And the worst part is that..I gave my love to you to the point that there's nothing left for me.I'm such a dumbass" right at the moment,I promise not to trust people easily...like what I did to him.
I turned my back and wiped my tears away.Anong silbi ng pag-iyak ko kung nangyari na lahat? Nasaktan na ako,at nasasaktan na naman ako ngayon.This is all my fault,bakit ko nga ba pinagkatiwalaan ang lalaking kakikilala ko lang? Ni hindi ko alam ang mga sikreto sa likod ng maamo nitong mukha...but he knows my secret,sinamantala niya yung pagmamahal ko.
"L-Laliana!"
Before running away from all this shitness,I faced him.Bravely.But those eyes,they're making my legs shiver in pain.
Did I see it right? Did his eyes sparkled? But why? Tsk don't believe him and his charms,they are all dangerous Yna...
He smiled "Go...run away baby.I'm sorry,I really am.I'll explain why I did that horrible thing when you're ready.That's a promise." I saw tears forming on his eyes.Ang kapal ng mukha niyang umiyak! Ako ang nasaktan! "See you someday Laliana.I promise to win you back,again."
And he whispered the last sentence I heard from him before I run away,again...far from him.Far from pains.
"I finally uncovered the truth."
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Nadeeyahna
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Uncover The Truth
Diversos"Would you still uncover the truth...if it wasn't me who forced you to do so?"