It's Already 11:11

Prologue

"Excuse me!" sigaw ng isang nurse habang karga ang isang bata walang malay sa kaniyang mga kamay.

Umalis ako sa dinaraan nila para hindi makasagabal.

"Code blue,3rd floor, Pediatric Intensive Care Unit. Code blue, 3rd floor, Pediatric Intensive Care Unit."

Agad naman may mga doctor at nurses ang dali-daling tumakbo papuntang PICU.

Eto ang routine ng mga doctor at nurses sa loob ng lahat ng unit, departments at hospital.

As soon as I change into my doctors robe umalis kaagad ako para sa aking rounds.

As soon as I checked up all my patients and did my rounds, I soon went to my ViP patient.

*Tok~Tok~*

I went in after knocking twice. The room is huge and cold. As I enter I saw my patient sleeping in a cold mattress.

I was about to check his heart beat. When his eyes opened up.

"How are you feeling?" I asked him while checking his heart beat with my stethoscope.

"I am fine... still..painful... Nothing change." he answered in a weak tone and I soon feel his wrist to know his pulse.

"Are you taking your pain reliever?" as an answer he just nod.

"I... I want... to go home." he uttered.

"You know you can't right?" I reprehended.

And there again his reaction. A reaction of disappointment, an emotion of sorrow and pain.

It pains me to see that kind of emotions in his face.

"She might be waiting for me." he said.

"You know she won't be coming back?! Right!?" I retorted.

I had enough of his bullshit fantasy, of his own world.

"Brother, she won't be coming back!"

He looked at me with the same emotion and then again smile.

That dimwit fake smile

He always do that. Everytime I visit or check him up he always mention about going home and his lover.

At first, I tried and hold my back to understand him, his health is growing weaker everyday and no signs of progress. His once build up body is now fragile like a thin paper, but I had enough of his bullshit and own world.

He must wake up! This is reality now!

"She will." he smiled like it is genuinely and looked outside the windows.

"Of all people will... and may leave me, but she will not."

"How dare you say that." I was full of his selfishness that it hurts me so bad.

It stings my heart that I wanted to cry. Seeing him being so happy to the though that she might comeback to him and love him like nothing happened.

After all this is all your fault!

"Rest and please recover, you must not die." I turned my back on him and as I reach the door I stopped to tell him one more thing, "Your sins are not yet paid." I walked out of the room and went straight to my clinic room inside the hospital.

I felt a heavy weight on my chest that it stops me from breathing. I took a deep breath and exhale gently.

I would be insane if I didn't leave that room.

That patient is my brother. He was diagnosed with a disease that has no guarantee to be cured or not and I am his doctor willing to cure him.

Not because I want him alive but because I don't want him to leave for the afterlife sooner.

"Doctor Tremblay, you are needed in the O.R."

As soon as I received that call I went straight to the OR.

I am Dr. Allyson Tremblay a neurologist, 28 years old, not married, still single but my heart was held by someone whom can't even reciprocate my feelings.  As usually I always gets stressed to my brother's situation and I always make myself busy to forget all about my brother and especially her.

All tiring day has its end. I hang my coat cause its freezing outside here in Toronto, Canada. I went to get something warm for myself in this freezing night.

I sat in the couch while holding a wine in my hand. The cold wind and the only light in the kitchen area of my apartment made the atmosphere so lonely and sorrowful.

The box that was untouched in the center table for almost a year already is from Cahira. She asked me to read what's inside of it and burned it afterward.

I didn't dare to touch and see what's inside of it, but I can't help thinking what does she want to tell me.

So to fill up my curiosity I opened it. I didn't know why I just dare to open it now.

Maybe I felt this is the right time? Maybe...

As I open it. I saw an envelope on the top of it.

For My Alysson

That's what written on the envelope. I opened it up to see a letter for me. I read it with my mind. 

The words written here in this papers makes me such a fool and cried for. I can just hear her voice as soon as I read the letter. 

It took me half an hour to read it because my eyes did got blurry as I read it. I don't want to miss any single word. I hate to say it but I did cry until I finished it up.

After reading the long letter for me, I saw a piled up of notebooks inside the box. I checked what's inside of it.

This is not just a notebook, but a diary...

It was also arranged orderly because the year it started and finished writing on was stated on the cover of the notebook.

So I started in the first notebook, on the year 2013-2015.

Dear  Diary,

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Author's Note:

Hello everyone! Yes I really did rewrote this story because I wasn't satisfied of the way they were or let's just say that I don't want my first concept. Hehehehehe well anyways.

I just want you all to know that all characters,  place and events on this story is all made up of my own imagination and doesn't correspond to a certain someone or something.

Everything you read here is all a product of my imagination.

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