Venting

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Only contacted when YOU need to vent.
Only loved at YOUR convenience.
Only acknowledged when I speak out.
YOU only care when I say something YOU dont like.
YOU only want me when YOU have a problem
I know I told YOU  that I here for YOU.
That doesnt mean I want to only be there for YOU to vent.
Starting to feel like IM more of YOUR  punching bag than a lover.
YOU only listen when IM screaming.
Im starting to think YOU would prefer ME as a screaming hellion.
I want YOUR affection.
I want YOUR attention.
I fucking tired of YOU only wanting ME to vent to.
I miss how things were.
I get YOU are having issues and hardships right now.
I know things are rough.
But why are YOU only like this with ME!?
Am I just a vent for YOU?
AM I YOUR FUCKING TOOL
Am I just supposed to wait until YOU need ME?
LISTEN TO ME
I am tired of playing the background character.
YOU  always have to lead.
I hate staying and waiting.
Simply to get a glance at the man I know YOU are.

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