There's a moment of darkness that lies in a black hole
It gets in your head and it won't let go
At your lowest point thoughts appear that just aren't you
But at that time it makes perfect sense to follow through
Its like your in so deep however hard you climb
You can't see that light
Its just pitch black and cloudy grey on the inside
I've been there, I've felt that loneliness,
that harrowing pain
The kind that strips away who you are
So you're never the same
Sometimes I've wished I wasn't here
Just so it'd be easier to live without that fear
Its scary to lose parts of myself I thought I once knew
Who am I, why am I here, why do I do what I do
I breakdown, get lost, feel myself losing grip
I can no longer be in this reality I'm in
I always believed I'd never make it through
On some level I wasn't really good enough too
The hurt just flows out of my heart like a river
And worst part is most of the time I'm the trigger
I make myself feel these things that consume my soul
I'm trapped walking down a path to the wrong way home
HELP me please, I'm down on my knees, I want out
I'm stood in a deserted field, I scream, I shout
Someone might as well have ripped out every organ I have
My body lives lifeless, too motionless to stand
What if I can't ever get back who I was,
what I wanted to be
What if I'm stuck with this girl who is no longer me
