That Should Be Me [Jimin]

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" Yo, Y/n! How are you? We'll be having a little hangout with the girls, can you come with us? It will be only the four of us. The location will be at our favorite caféteria. Please come! My treat 😉 " a text popped up on my phone's screen, it was from Thyia, my bestfriend.

" Woah, that must be fun. Sure, I'll come. " I responded.

Well, since I have nothing to do today, I guess I'll go. Plus, it's her treat so why not? Nothing bad will happen, right? I thought to myself.

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I finally arrived at the café. The rain poured as I arrived. I currently wear comfy clothes, a yellow hoodie, black jeans, and a pair of sneakers. Perfect.

As I entered the café, I saw Thyia with two other girls, Amore and Eunyss. They're also my friends, just to let you know.

I greeted them with a smile and took a seat. " Hey! How are you so far? Are you alright? Uh, did something unfortunate happen to you while we were away? Still stuck with him? " Amore asked.

" I'm doing great, hun. What about you guys? I missed you all. " I smiled, knowing that since then, they cared about me even more.

" You didn't answer my last question but okay. Well, that's great you're doing good. Hey, I missed you too! "

" Me too, Y/n. I really dooo. "

" We do. "

These girls, aigoo.

" Shall we order? " Thyia suggested and we all agreed.

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" So, Y/N. How are you and Jimin? " Eunyss asked as she sipped on her drink. Amore and Thyia almost choked on their drinks as they both gave Eunyss a glare.

" What? " Confused, Eunyss raised her eyebrows looking at the both of them.

" Hey, it's fine. Anyway, we separated. " I chuckled.

" I-I didn't know...I'm sorry, Y/N. " Eunyss looked down.

" I told you, it's fine. Don't worry, Jimin and I are in good terms. I have no hate or whatsoever on him. I'm Y/N, I'm strong. " I winked, followed by a soft laugh, trying to make convince them. I, myself is sure that I am still not okay from what has happened between Jimin and I. It was likely.....tragic, I should say.

They seem to be convinced by what I've just said so, I guess it's fine now.

" Guys! We should take a group photo. I'll post it afterwards. Let's gooo. " Thyia spoke up.

We got close to eachother, wore our pretty smiles and took a photo. How I miss this, hahaha.

" We look so good, dang. " Amore cockily said.

" I know right. " Eunyss added.

" Okay, let me post it on ig. I'll tag you guys. " Thyia went busy on her phone.

A notification popped up on my phone, indicating that Thyia has posted it already. Girl, it was way faster than me, moving on, I- (A/N:Lol, not her fault u r still into him, Y/N, jk)

I opened my phone and pressed on the notification. It showed me our photo, tagged with the three of us. We definitely look good.

After liking the post, I scrolled further and saw a post that made my heart ache.

It was a photo of Jimin and a girl, watching the sunset with their hands intertwined together. It has a caption " Watching the sunset will always be better when you watch it with someone special, someone you adore so much, and someone you love. I love you always, baby. "

Ouch, it still hurts.

" Uh, g-guys? I'll be heading home. I-I'm not feeling well. I'll just text you all when I get back home, okay? Thank you for the treat, I highly appreciate it. " I tried my best not to let my tears roll down on my cheeks. It's too hard. My mind's blank. My heart's aching. I'm in the verge of breaking down right now. But I shouldn't be. I shouldn't show it to them, knowing that I just lied to them. Lied that I'm over Jimin when in fact I am not.

" I'll take you to your place, Y/N. It's raining. " Thyia suggested but I refused.

" No no, it's fine. I can go home by myself, okay? Thank you so much, guys. I'll go now. " I hugged them and bid my goodbye.

As I went out of the café, I can barely see a car to drive me to my place. I guess I'll just walk. I have no umbrella with me, I'll just let the raindrops wet my whole body, not caring if I get sick or what. I actually don't care anymore.

The rain poured heavily as I was walking on my way home. Thinking of what I saw earlier, made the tears pour out. I finally let it out. I saw a bench at the nearby park, I went to it and sat down.

I cried my heart out as I looked up at the sky, not minding the raindrops falling right onto my face, mixing with my tears.

" Where did everything go wrong? Where? I still love you. I still do. I am still not over you, Jimin. My love for you never faded. It's always you. I never knew we would end up like this. If I only knew this would happen, I wouldn't have let you drive on your own. If it wasn't because of that, you wouldn't have gotten a memory loss. Jimin, why must you forget me? Why? Why does this have to happen to us? Please, why? Tell me where did I go wrong? " I slightly yelled. It hurts too much.

" T-that should be me..."

" That should be me h-holding your hand. Taking care of you. Saying sweet things to you. I'm the one who should hear your ' I love you. ' Jimin, t-that should be me......" I mumbled to myself.

" I-I love you, Jimin...."

If only Jimin would hear these and will make him remember what we had which will make us go back to what we were before.

If only....

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+. I really am into sad endings huhu, forgive meee.

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