Apology

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Hey guys,
For the people who read my book, thanks for giving it a chance. I intend to finish the book but I wasn't doing well mentally. I've been depressed and diagnosed with anxiety and panic disorder for about 4 years now. Things got out of hand so my therapist told me to take a break from all form of social media and now that my therapist prescribed  me some anti-depressants, I'm feeling much better.

Health wise I wasn't the luckiest. I have mental and physical illnesses. I have a heart disease, brain disease and ear disease and other things.

I'm living on medications, I'm alive because of the medicine. If I spent a day without taking the medicine I would be in extreme pain. 

My friends left me the minute they realized I was sick. I was bullied by the rest of my classmates as well. I used to cut myself and attempted suicide twice.

I am now 5 months clean of cutting and I'm feeling much better. When I graduated high school, I deleted all my classmates from my life and my phone as well.

I received messages from my classmates saying they're sorry and they want to be my friends again but I never went back, and I'm never going to.

I just wanted to take some time to explain about why I've been MIA but I'll try my best to update every once in a while.

I am an 18 year old warrior and survivor. I'm not broken. I'm not bruised

my therapist told me something that makes me feel better every time I see the scars on my body. she told me that
"A scar doesn't mean you're broken, it simple means that you were stronger than whatever tried to break you"

I am now happy in college studying business and made new friends.

Thank you for understanding

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