This is a continuation of chapter 4
After An hour of crying in my arms I picked him up and took him to my secret room so he can sit there and write a song to convey all his pain to his parents and I'm going to secretly record him make a cd and give to his parents.
Once I sat him down I left so he can think without me distracting him with tickles and kisses, his words not mine. After another two hours, he was done so I went back into the room and started to record as he sang his song
(Dev singing)I can hold my breath
I can bite my tongue
I can stay awake for days
If that's what you want
Be your number one
I can fake a smile
I can force a laugh
I can dance and play the part
If that's what you ask
Give you all I amI can do it
I can do it
I can do itBut I'm only human
And I bleed when I fall down
I'm only human
And I crash and I break down
Your words in my head, knives in my heart
You build me up and then I fall apart
'Cause I'm only humanI can turn it on
Be a good machine
I can hold the weight of worlds
If that's what you need
Be your everythingI can do it
I can do it
I'll get through itBut I'm only human
And I bleed when I fall down
I'm only human
And I crash and I break down
Your words in my head, knives in my heart
You build me up and then I fall apart
'Cause I'm only humanI'm only human
I'm only human
Just a little humanI can take so much
'Til I've had enough'Cause I'm only human
And I bleed when I fall down
I'm only human
And I crash and I break down
Your words in my head, knives in my heart
You build me up and then I fall apart
'Cause I'm only humanWhen he was done singing there were new tears going down his face so I set the camera down on the table where it was still on us and let him fall into my arms for another crying session.
When he was sleep I set him on the bed in the room and stopped the recording so I can put it on a CD and give it to his parents so they can see the pain they're causing him.
Once that was done I put on my shoes and jacket and headed to my car to go back to his parent's house. When I got there I knocked on the door and waited for someone to answer hoping that they didn't go out or something.
When the door finally started to open it was his dad who stood in front of me with a displeased look probably blaming me for their son moving out of the house.
"Look, I know that you're probably furious and hurt that your son moved out and is throwing away the time that you guys put in to make his life better and I know you're suspicious of me and wants what's best for your son and think that it's not me
I can assure you that I have no ill intentions with or for your son, I really love him and have waited so long for him to come into my life. Devin loves you guys greatly, he didn't want to leave he wanted to work things out and make it work.
See I lost my parents, I never knew my dad just heard stories from my mom, he died before I was born than the day after my birthday my mom died to go so long without your mate killed him from the inside out day by day.
Devin wanted to keep you guys in his life and appreciate that he still has his parents both of his parents. But it's a two-way relationship, he can't be putting in all the work to bot cut you guys off and you guys just continue to not listen, not take in account of his feelings.
When we left your house earlier he was so heartbroken. He cried for a whole hour before I could get him to calm down so he doesn't make himself sick and I had him write you guys this song and sing it to you even if you weren't there to hear it
I recorded him singing it and how afterward he cried himself to sleep feeling so guilty and ashamed that he chose me over you guys his family. It made me feel so selfish and powerless to see my mate so distraught and in pain and I couldn't help in any way.
Unless I gave him up and I just couldn't my parents went through hell so they would have to leave each other and I don't want to do through that or put Devlin through it because it won't have a happy ending.
I hope by giving you this CD you can see how depressed your son really is with the way his life is and how much of a toll today was on his emotional health."
Then I handed him the CD, hopped in my car, and drove off hoping I made a difference that would help their relationship. When I got home Dev was sitting wide awake staring intently at the door. When I walked into the door he sprung up and hugged me feeling abandoned and lonely with my disappearance.
When we settled down on the couch I said
"I went back to your parent's house"
"What, why?"
"To give them your CD"
"What CD? I don't have And CDs"
"Well, I might have recorded you singing that song I had you right to convey your feelings to your parents and how distraught you were afterward and put it on a CD after you fell asleep and gave it to your parents with this while speech"
"So, you're telling me that you had me write a song so you can record it for my parents to try and help our relationship?"
"Yep, that's precisely what I'm saying"
"Awww, you are so cute"
"So you're not mad?"
"Nope, I'm still mad, you are sleeping on the couch tonight"
"Aww man, ok love but I did good right?"
"Yes you did my sappy boyfriend"
Then we cuddled on the couch for a couple of hours before he went to bed and I laid on the couch hoping his parents come around after watching the video.
Hey guys,
I hope you enjoy this chapter. I really tried my best to make this long and convey the feelings throughout this chapter. Plz vote and comment. Ttyl.The song used is Human by Cristina Perri
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