Chapter 20

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Sam's POV

It's been 2 long awful weeks since I last saw Markus & I honestly miss the damn man. I finally told my girls about Markus and they freaked out, the wanted pictures, call logs, chats everything. They were so excited you'd swear they were dating him. So since I was writing my exams and stuff Markus gave me space to study, he'd call late at night when I was done studying, FaceTime me, text everyday, send food to my apartment honey the whole deal. Honestly I feel lucky as hell cause here I am with a fine ass man after me.
Currently I'm in room chilling when I heard a knock & Amanda came in. "Hello Stink" I laughed at the nickname, "Hi Manda". She layed down on the bed with me and we stayed silent.  After 30 minutes of silence Amanda spoke "When you seeing your man?", I laughed "I don't have a man". Amanda looked at me funny "Then who is Markus to you  ?" , I shrugged my shoulders. Amanda laughed and I could tell it wasn't out of humour. "You know why I'm still with Angel?" I shook my head as I didn't know where this conversation was headed. "Communication & Honesty, that's why . That girl is still with me because I'm not scared  to tell her what it is and what it do. We talk shit out like adults all the time and we don't hide how we feel from each other because there are a lot of thots waiting for me to slip up so they can snatch her away from me & since I wanna make sure she's always with me , I talk to her so she knows where we at & where we going. She can't read what's on my mind and she's can't always be the one putting effort in our relationship. That's why we together cause we need one another to be great & you sitting up in here just chilling only calling & texting when you should be seeing this man & actually trying to build something. Sammy, Markus isn't some lil boy his a whole man & with him being a man his not gonna sit around and wait always. You told me that he asked for consent just to kiss you so that means he needs consent from you for him to be able to continue perusing you. So you need to pick up the phone and tell him you free and y'all can be together and continue with what y'all started. Just because his after you doesn't mean you must be comfortable and be letting your guard down thinking other people won't snatch him up. So baby talk to the man & cuff him right?" I took everything & nodded. "Amanda I'm scared though", she let out a slight chuckle "Baby who isn't? I'm still afraid and I've been with Angel, she's broken my heart & trust but I'm still with her. Baby love is not certain, You might be the one hurting Markus or he might be hurting you. It's not guaranteed but what matters is the journey baby not the destination. Just free your heart and take a leap of faith okay baby?". I nodded like a toddler and cuddled with Amanda. "I love you Amanda", she kissed my temple "I love you too boobaa".

I decided to go take a bubble bath just to rewind & relax. In the middle of my bath I decided to wax, so I got out prepared my wax & stuff & drained the tub & cleaned it. After a few minutes the wax was ready so I applied it & waited for it to dry & started the whole process. After a whole 30 minutes of pain, I took a shower got out lotioned, put on the panties, sweatpants, sweater,socks,Jordan 1s & some perfume. I packed an overnight bag for a whole damn week & toiletries. I texted Markus & asked for his location & he sent it. I didn't tell him I was coming just said I wanna keep it & he agreed. I called an uber & now a bitch is on the way to claim his man baby !!!

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I can't keep away from Wattpad & it's messing with my sleep💤😥

Pray For The World , shxt is crazy out here.

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