Addicted To You

chapter 12

Soon it was weekend. I and Mr wills went to the shopping mall. I was searching for a nice T-shirt. Finally I got one. I took it to the trial room to check. As I was unbuttoning my shirt something dirty came to my mind. Mr wills was standing, waiting for me just outside the door. I unbuttoned my shirt but didn't take it off. I opened the door slightly and peeked outside. Mr wills noticed me and asked,"Sarah are you done? Let me see how the T-shirt looks on you." I opened the door and grabbed his collar and pulled him inside. Before he could say anything I locked the door and took off my already unbuttoned shirt. "Sarah?" He couldn't say anything more. I stopped him by pressing my lips to his. We were kissing each other passionately. His hands went around my waist and my hands were around his neck. There was a little stool at the corner. He sat on it and I sat on his lap. I buried my face in his shoulder and breathed in his manly scent. His hands ran up and down on my bare back but only my bra was creating some obstruction. "Unclasp it" I said. He was hesitant at first but then unclasped my bra but did not take it off. His hands caressed my back soothingly. I kissed him once again. We stood up not breaking our kiss he pushed me against the wall and we kissed passionately. His hands travelled on my bare stomach and then went to my breasts. I moaned in pleasure. He kissed my lips once again. I could feel his erection hitting my core. I moaned loudly to this. He stopped and looked at me. He said," Sarah we should stop here because if we don't stop now I don't think I will be able to control myself. Let's not go any further. " I nodded in agreement. I bought the t shirt and we went out of the mall towards our car. Just then I noticed an Ice cream stall. "Jason let's have ice cream." I said with excitement. He grinned and said,"OK fine which flavour?" "Chocolate" I answered. I know I was behaving like a child but after all its ice cream. We went back to his apartment and we were sitting in his couch watching TV. Suddenly he turned towards me and said," Sarah, are you sure you want to be in a relationship with me?" I was taken aback by this question. "Why Jason? Did I do something wrong which you didn't like?"
"No Sarah its not that. See I have noticed you are so childish and innocent. Dating me  you know I am 8 years older than you. I  feel so guilty sometimes as if I am taking advantage of you. You are just a little girl. It's like I am destroying your childhood your dreams."
"Jason!! Don't blame yourself. I am in love with you. I am not a child. You are really very complex. How will I prove you that I want to be with you. How the hell??tell me. Now I think you are having some problem with me. If you don't like me then say it clearly please."
"No you don't understand. You have so many wishes going to Bengal study there I am a hindrance to your future."
"Jason just shut up!!! Doesn't long distance relationships work? I will not be staying there my whole life. I will go and study get a degree and come back. Can't you wait for 3 years?? If you don't want then...."
"Of course I can. But I think we should wait until you graduate. You should concentrate on your studies and career at this time not relationships and love life."
"What do you want? To break me down like this Jason?"
"See I am your teacher. I saw the homework you did. A few sums were wrong. You never did any sums wrong. You are getting distracted."
"Yes I know I did  a few sums wrong. I was sick that day and completed the homework somehow."
"No use of making excuses Sarah!"
Now hot tears streamed down my cheeks. Them man with whom I am in so much love, besides whom I have always been is now dumping me with a small excuse of me getting distracted.
" please!"
"Your future is my first priority Sarah. Let's stop here. Go home and focus on your studies."
Just like that he rejected me and my innocent love.
"You know what she was right."
"Who Sarah?"
"Maya! You use girls to fulfill your man needs. Once you are done you throw them away like shit. Just sometimes ago you made out with me. That time you didn't remember any of these? She was right. You are a pervert, jerk."
"Sarah watch your mouth!"
"Let you be damned."
With that I left his house furious and broken.
I reached home and cried. I cried so much I was feeling sick. I was feeling sick to think he touched me. I was just being used.
Asli entered at that time. She saw me and rushed towards me.
"Sarah what happened?"
"Mr wills.....he...he used me." I started crying again.
"What? Tell me everything."
I told her everything from the beginning. She was furious. I showed her the love bites he gave me.
"Sarah wait. I am going to talk to him. He has to pay for this."
"No sister. Please don't go. My grades are in his hands."
"OK then tomorrow I am going to your school with you and have a talk with the principal."
I nodded. I was really hurt. How can he being a teacher do this? I was almost molested. He took advantage of my trust and feelings. I didn't want to believe this. But he had dumped me with a lame excuse. How can he do that?
The next day I went to school with my elder sister. We went to school at 9, an hour before the school started. I was really unwell. I had cried so much that I threw up 3times at night and developed high fever. I felt so weak as if I will faint. The corridor was empty. We knocked the door and Mrs Miles, our headmistresses said,"come in."
We went inside. I was a mess. My eyes were bloodshot, my hair was somehow tied up and I was wearing a T-shirt and leggings. I couldn't even walk properly. I was not only physically weak but also dead inside. She looked at me worriedly and asked us to sit.
"What happened to you Sarah?" Mrs miles asked me with a worry stricken face.
Before I could answer Asli said,"ma'am, I will get straight to the point. My sister has been sexually harassed by Mr wills."
"What?" She was shocked.
"Yes Mr wills. See these bite marks ma'am." She showed her the love bites on my neck and shoulders.
She gasped. "Did he do anything else Sarah?"
"No. He kissed her and touched her in the most inappropriate ways he could." Asli's voice broke down while saying this.
"How did this happen?"
"I am getting married within 2 weeks with Alex who happens to be a close friend of Mr wills. My preparation for marriage, shopping everything is going on. So Sarah and Mr wills developed a friendly relation. Mr wills made her understand that he loves her. He even emotionally blackmailed her of killing himself. Sarah believed him and fell in the trap. But as soon as his needs were fulfilled he dumped her and threw  her outside from his house not even paying the slightest attention to her crying." Asli explained.
"Also it may be noted that there are earlier complaints of molestation against him." Asli added.
"Oh my god. Don't worry dear I will take strict action against it."
"Ma'am please see this news doesn't spread. And we are not going to the police for the sake of reputation of this school. " Asli said.
"Sure. You two please sit on the couch." We got up from the chairs and sat on the couch. Mrs miles took the phone and called, " Mr wills please come to my office now. "
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