-living the sweet life-

chapter 12

Jamaal's p.o.v

I start walking back home with the food in one hand and my phone in the other.

I do what I do when I'm always alone..get lost in my thoughts. I wonder how Ashley and brittany would response if you know..... I tried to get back in their life.

Women are so complicated. How do you know that your doing things right, or wrong. I mean one minute yall are good but then they ask you to meet their parents and you fear that her parents wont like you the next.

~Persent day~

Jamaals p.o.v

"Man wtf wrong with you!" Sean says smacking me in the back of my head. Sebastian puts his hand in front of my chest to stop me from walking.

"How you gone walk out on her like shes the one that did something wrong." I stop walking and look up at both of them.

"Tell me the truth...how badly did I fuck up?" I ask. They both look at each other and they switch expressions. Now sebastian's angry and Sean's "clam".

"Look man-" Sean starts talking but then gets cut off. "HOW BAD DID YOU FUCK UP??!?. You did not just ask that. You literally walked out on a girl that simply wanted you to meet her parents! What you need to do is get yo ass back in the house and make yo girl stop crying."

Me and Sean look at Bastian in amazement. Who would have thought that he would be the one telling me to man up, says the guy that doesnt have his life together.

"Just incase it wasnt clear, were going  back to the house." Sebastian says and starts walking in that direction. I roll my eyes and me and Sean start walking behind sebastian. "Okay but seriously man, what you finna say to jazmin when you see her "I'm sorry?", naw you cant say that shii. What you need to do is sit her down and explain to her where your coming from "

"Yeah Sean you right." I lift my head up and see a car pull up next to me and Sean. Ah shii just the niggas I needed to see. Marcus and rell.
Terrel rolls down his window and looks dead at me.

"Jamaal. Get yo ass in this car." I hear sebastian let out alittle chuckle but then goes back to serious. I do as I'm told and get in the car with my brothers. Marcus starts driving again and it's quite.

Some time passes and damarcus breaks the silence. "I was thinking about what I was gonna say to you when I saw you maybe "man up and stop acting like a bitch" or "why the fuck did you think it was a good idea to fucking hurt my sister feelings" but I decided to do something that is unexpected. So mal, how are you feeling." Damarcus says parking on the side of the road and turning around to look at me in the back seat.

I stare at him in the eyes looking like a dumbass. For some reason I rather have him scold me. I havent really seen this side of damarcus, I guess you can call it him being "sympathetic". Sebastain snaps in front of my face.

"Hello earth to Jamaal" he says rolling his eyes. "To be honest with you man, I feel like shii. clearly I fucked up and I'm pretty sure everyone knows that-" damarcus cuts me off. "No I dont mean like that. I mean like why did you get so heated.  Why did you storm out on her when all she simply wanted to do was you to spend time with her parents. "

I paused. "Um...I was..scared. yeah I was nervous her parents wouldnt like me. If her parents didnt like me, I feared she would break up with. Want nothing to do with me because I'm not good enough for her."

"Do you really think that jazmin is that type of girl. Someone that would leave someone she loves just because her parents doesnt approve." Terrell chips in. "Jazmin is a strong independent female that yes, wants her parents approval but no, she doesnt need her parents permission. If you dont understand that then maybe you arent good enough for her." He continues to glare at me.

Its quiet in the car for a short while untill sebastins starts clapping. "Terrel you really arent the heartless bastard I thought you were. Even though your words might come off in a rude way I can see that you come in peace and that you do really care about jazmin." He says adding alittle chuckle.

"Ight I know what I'm gonna do. Now all I need you to do is drive me back to the crib." I say taking a deep breath and letting it out. Terrel looks at damarcus and damarcus looks at him then they both laugh.

"Mannnn nigga, if you dont get yo ass out my car!! I understand where your coming from but in the end you still did hurt my friend so shoo shoo and get out. Walk yoself home" damarcus says smirking a bit. I roll my eyes, climb over Sean and run to the crib.

*time skip*

"Where is jaz?!" I slam open the door to see Ashley on the phone. She glares at me and walks away. "Shes in her room. I hope you got yo shii together." She shows me her beeda and puts it back in her back pocket.

I run to her room and opens the door slowly. "Baby?.." I ask in a soft manner. She comes from under her covers and wipes the tears from her eyes.

"Why, why did you over react? Why did you blow up? Why did you make me feel like I was in the wrong?... just why!" She smacked me dead across my face.

I grab both of her wrist and pin her against the wall. "Look, I was scared! Ok?!"