𝗔𝗟𝗪𝗔𝗬𝗦 || 𝘿𝙀𝙍𝙀𝙆 𝙏𝙍𝙀𝙉𝘿𝙕

05

-back to LV cause I don't have any ideas what they should do in NJ- :)

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We were now back in Las Vegas. I was the most of the time in my room because I don't know...I just didn't feel like going out there and sitting with boys. Not that I mind It's just Derek. Me and him got so close last time I came now we aren't even talking. Fans are shipping him with Anne and he went live with her. It's all good doe I'm just a little JUST A LITTLE jealous but it's normal right? Right?

I got hungry so I walked out of my room. The boys were live again. I took out eggs and some bread. I toasted the bread and made my self eggs. Yes I'm going to eat that at 8pm. Don't ask. I put butter in the bread and started eating. I smiled at the camera but the boys were too busy fooling around. Derek had Vallyk on his back than Mike. Than the three of them.

"Omg hi Y/n" Mike read out loud and they turned to look behind as I gave them a warm smile.

"When did you come here?" Derek smiled as he came over to sit next to me.

I raised my eyebrow, " twenty minutes ago,stranger." I got up and sat on the couch. The boys ooohed him and he looked at me confused. He smiled at the live and walked over to me.

I groaned and rolled my eyes, "what do you want? Gosh"

"what's wrong with you?" He frowned. "What did I do?"

"Oh, please. Like you don't know shit." I laughed and shook my head. I heard Mike,Kobe and Vallyk turn off the live and sit on the chairs far away hearing me and Derek talk.

"Well I don't know" he shrugged and sighed. "Just tell me"

"Derek-" he cut me off.

"You have been ignoring me, us, the entire week Y/f/I!You even eat in your room. Don't talk to me. Or play games. We don't do tiktoks." He sighed depressed and I chuckled.

"Derek... you hung up on me to talk to that Anne girl when YOU wanted to face time! You have been texting and calling her all the time that you never realised I was trying to talk to you and make tiktoks! Ask them,-" I pointed at the three boys sitting at the table.
"They heard me. Ask Kiya she did too! She was next to me. I'm also getting threatened by your psycho fans! Some are nice well thank god but I'm on tiktok room too! Did you check that?" I teared up and he shook his head taking his phone. He saw the post and sighed.

"I'm sorry.- I-" he stuttered while I bit my lip.

"Why would you be mad still if I talked to Anne? Me and her were close to dating?" He shook his head and I gulped.

"Because... it's none of your concern anyway. Not like you care." I stood up walking to my room. He followed me.

"Derek leave me alo-" he spun me around. His lips touching mine. (If y'all think it's too soon let me remind you I skipped time just for tea and all that to come hehe).
I pulled back at first making hm frown but a second after I pulled him back for some reason. I didn't know what i was doing. And no I won't lose my V-Card. Not happening.

He pulled back bitting his lip. I know he regrets it. He sighed and ran a hand over his face.

"I-I-I'm sorry.. I didn't mean to-"I cut him off.

"To kiss me. It's okay I get it." I walked into my room slamming the door. Don't cry don't cry don't cry.

I wish I had a bestie to tell her how I feel now. I've always been a soft girl. I'm just 14 I need to calm the fuck down. But I can't. That's teenage life. I cried my self to sleep.