𝗔𝗟𝗪𝗔𝗬𝗦 || 𝘿𝙀𝙍𝙀𝙆 𝙏𝙍𝙀𝙉𝘿𝙕

07

The next morning we were woken up by someone bursting in my room,soon screaming. Oops.

"My Poor eyes!" Dereks older brother screamed. Making the others come in too. Shit I'm dead.

"Dude it's too early for this shit!" The cute boy next to me groaned.

"Guy like Jesus, can you throw me my shirt please and close the door?" I blushed as he gave me my shirt. I thanked him quickly as he pushed him self, Mike the others and my shocked cousin out. I stared at the door for a couple of seconds thinking about the other night before looking at him, who was already looking at me with heart eyes. I returned a smile and put my shirt on.

"Noooo! My beautiful view." He pouted sarcastically making me giggle.

"Dumbass." I shake my head and slowly get out of bed. Am I insecure right now? Hell yes! I mean it's not like he hasn't seen me naked but still... it's- It's awkward.

"Derek change!" I laughed and threw him some clothes.

"Okay mamas,chill." He stood up and my eyes went wide.
"Like what you see?"

"I swear it looked at me first!" I turned around and he laughed. I brushed my hair and cleaned my teeth. He did the same.

"Good morning mamas" he kissed me and I smiled. I swear I could feel his smile too!

"Morning Derek" I pulled away and smiled at him.

"What are you thinking about?" He looked at me.

I shrug,"I don't know, you.." I looked at him. "I mean...what happened last night- it's-it wont ruin anything right? I mean okay Kobe's going to yell at me but...?"I bit my lip.

"No. Everything is going to be normal hermosa" he kissed my cheek and I opened my door. With a sigh we both walked Into the living room. It was going to be awkward.

"I can't look at you the same anymore! Ew!" A girl gagged. Damn she looks like Derek: I looked at him who had his eyes wide.

"Ahiella!" He ran to her to hug her but she gagged making him raise an eye brow. She laughed and hugged him.

"You. Me. Room. Now!" Kobe glared at me pointing with his finger where to go. Everyone looked at us and I looked down walking to my room. He closed the door before shouting.

"Y/n WHAT THE HELL?"

"Kobe-" he cut me off.

"No, no! You don't get to talk! You are fucking 14, Y/n! He's 17. It's not the same to lose a virginity." He glared at me and I gulped. He hates me now doesn't he?

"He is my best friend too man!" He scoffed and shook his head.

"Kobe chill bro! I felt ready to lose it and I did. I like him and he likes me." I said but more in a whisper tone.

"Y/n LIKE not LOVE. You.Made.Love.- UGH Y/N YOU ARE SO DAMN STUPID SOMETIMES!" He rambled and yelled making me tear up. I hated when people yell at me. I would get so scared when someone raises their hand even if they are only talking like that.

Flash backs time bitchez. 😽

I started shaking as the memories came. Soft sobs escaping my tiny mouth.

•Flash•

"Shut up!" he yelled and something shattered. I jumped up scared going quietly out of my room.

"Dad stop please!" I begged as soon as I saw him raising a hand at my mom and hit her.

"Y/n? Hey.."

"You little slut!" He pulled me by my hair. He raised his hand and slapped me. He laughed and walked out of the house. My mom, oh my stupid mom ran after him.

-End of Flashback-

I was now on the floor crying and screaming. I couldn't help it.
I felt strong arms around me and someone talking but I couldn't hear them.

"Concentrate on my breathing baby. Come on. Everything's okay I'm here.." the voice whispered in my ear and rubbed my back. Up and down.
I did what they told me.

Inhale, exhale. Inhale, exhale. Inhale, exhale. Inhale, exhale.

"Yes, good baby you're doing great. Now look at me." They took my chin and turned it to look at them. Inhale, exhale. I looked at Derek and closed my eyes. Inhale, exhale.

"I'm here babygirl. Don't worry." He kissed my head and I buried my head in his neck. Doing the practise he told me still.

I fell asleep.